I never answered the OP!
I just went back and read some of my first posts. They're fun! I sure did sound chipper! And I talked about sex a lot more and in a lot sexier way. Granted I was literally hornier, though, but we're having size difference issues that are just depressing, so I find myself avoiding sexy stuff because it makes me feel a little sad instead of turned on. It's probably also part of the reason why I don't sound as chipper as before...
I never really accepted just anybody on my friend's list and I have been careful about protecting my identity online, but I have had previous negative experiences that I carried with me here.
I was definitely more naive before. It wasn't until the 250th fake woman fooled me that I began to be really skeptical, but it eventually happened.
I don't flirt like I used to flirt. I think that's also related to having problems with his size. When we're having sex on top of every piece of furniture in the house, it doesn't feel like anything at all to be a little bit flirtatious, but when you can't do those things...
Wow, this is really depressing. I feel like I wanna cry now!
I'm still extremely straight, but I wish that I wasn't! I adore the other ladies here. Intellectually and emotionally I think I could be fulfilled in a relationship with a womang, but a chiseled jaw and bulging muscles still revvs my engine. Now... when I'm here I do find myself actually liking men less in general. My opinion of humanity in general goes down. I think it's because when I spend most of my time around TheBoyfriend and the other people in my life, the men I'm around are rather ideal men IMO, so I assume that most men are like them. Or maybe it's more accurate to say that I forget about the men who aren't like them. When WI is flooded with a bunch of jerks, it's a harsh reminder that my life doesn't reflect the world at large, and that there are a lot of assholes on earth and a lot of misogynists. TheBoyfriend likes to joke and say that he loves it when I visit LPSG because other men set the bar so low that all he has to do is step over it, and in a way, he's right, LPSG does make me appreciate him more. A lot more.
Now, I'm just talking about the jerks there. There are SO MANY men here that I just adore and who fit my idea of how a real man should behave, many of whom are also regular visitors to WI and LPSG, some of those men are also on my friends list! I love interacting with them! I wish LPSG was full of only men like that! You know who you are, right?
In a lot of ways I wish I was more like I was when I first joined, but I forgive myself for not being like that any more because of all the water that has passed under the bridge.