There a lot of Gurls that have the same thoughts , It a very serious decision. This is true , about 12,years ago I knew a Gurl , a very fine lady , she was going through transition for about 5 years or more , we got to be very good friends .Nothing sexual ,just a lot of dinners , movies and long late night talks , We talked about her SRS a lot ,I Offered Her the money and she accepted it , We both went to Colorado for her surgery, then the bottom fell out ,She went into a very deep depression, so bad that she took her own life , a note said "worst mistake of my life " .
I felt so bad and I gave her the money , to end her life ?? I'll never know but I still carry that guilt. .