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Ever since I was a little kid, I have always been attracted to men. I can remember when I was young, I would pause my VHS at certain points to try and see if I could see Paul Walker's penis in that one diner scene in "Joy Ride". I have never been one of those guys that discovers his homosexuality later in life. I was born gay and attracted to hot men.
My name is Josh and I am from a small town in Ohio. I moved to L.A. about 3 years ago to pursue my passion of film/tv production. I am 34 years old, 6'1" with black curly hair, dark eyes and body hair for days. I wasn't the most muscular guy but I had a decently fit body. Moreover I was channeling nerd vibes. I am the type of guy that other guys describe as "handsome" or "cute" but never hot. And truth behold, I have always been a little insecure about it. I have dated a few guys in my time; after all, I live in L.A. but work was always my priority. I figured it would happen when it would happen and I should focus on my passion - movies. This of course lead to a lot of lonely sex-less nights where my left hand was my date. Don't get me wrong, even though I don't have a lot of sex, I love sex - I mean, who doesn't?
I work for a small independent film studio in the production department - trying to crack into Hollywood has been really tough, and I am not even an actor. I figured I could just work my way into film production from the bottom up. My job is to produce movie/tv premieres for the studio...you know, coordinating the event, working with the theater, actor's schedules, etc. I haven't met a ton of famous people but there have been a few. I am currently working on an indy film premiere for a movie staring, you guessed it by the titled, Chris Evans. Now obviously I have been attracted to this guy for years. Ever since I was 11 and saw the scene in "Not Another Teen Movie" where he comes out wearing whipped cream and a banana in his butt. I can remember getting boner and hating that girl who turns him down - ungrateful bitch. At that time, he was one of the hottest naked men I had ever seen. I loved how fit his body was, how flat his stomach was and how handsome he was. When he turned around I loved when you could see the perfect dent in his but. This was a man. Later in life, I would jerk off to that scene all the time, imagining that I could grab that ass and kiss him, or lick that whipped cream off his muscular pecs to find his nipples. Or my favorite, kiss his flat belly as I make my way down to his cock. Since he was straight, I had to put him out of the "crush" category and more in the "hot" category, after all, I didn't think I would ever meet him or have a chance with him.
I had been talking to his agent trying to coordinate his schedule for him to come to our offices to talk about the event - essentially we want to give the actors a chance hear about what is happening and when so they don't seem clueless on the red carpet or if they have to speak to press. His agent was nice enough; we had scheduled for her and Chris to come to my office on Tuesday (today was Friday) so I could walk him through the premiere. Even though I had been doing this for a while, I was still really nervous for some reason....
My name is Josh and I am from a small town in Ohio. I moved to L.A. about 3 years ago to pursue my passion of film/tv production. I am 34 years old, 6'1" with black curly hair, dark eyes and body hair for days. I wasn't the most muscular guy but I had a decently fit body. Moreover I was channeling nerd vibes. I am the type of guy that other guys describe as "handsome" or "cute" but never hot. And truth behold, I have always been a little insecure about it. I have dated a few guys in my time; after all, I live in L.A. but work was always my priority. I figured it would happen when it would happen and I should focus on my passion - movies. This of course lead to a lot of lonely sex-less nights where my left hand was my date. Don't get me wrong, even though I don't have a lot of sex, I love sex - I mean, who doesn't?
I work for a small independent film studio in the production department - trying to crack into Hollywood has been really tough, and I am not even an actor. I figured I could just work my way into film production from the bottom up. My job is to produce movie/tv premieres for the studio...you know, coordinating the event, working with the theater, actor's schedules, etc. I haven't met a ton of famous people but there have been a few. I am currently working on an indy film premiere for a movie staring, you guessed it by the titled, Chris Evans. Now obviously I have been attracted to this guy for years. Ever since I was 11 and saw the scene in "Not Another Teen Movie" where he comes out wearing whipped cream and a banana in his butt. I can remember getting boner and hating that girl who turns him down - ungrateful bitch. At that time, he was one of the hottest naked men I had ever seen. I loved how fit his body was, how flat his stomach was and how handsome he was. When he turned around I loved when you could see the perfect dent in his but. This was a man. Later in life, I would jerk off to that scene all the time, imagining that I could grab that ass and kiss him, or lick that whipped cream off his muscular pecs to find his nipples. Or my favorite, kiss his flat belly as I make my way down to his cock. Since he was straight, I had to put him out of the "crush" category and more in the "hot" category, after all, I didn't think I would ever meet him or have a chance with him.
I had been talking to his agent trying to coordinate his schedule for him to come to our offices to talk about the event - essentially we want to give the actors a chance hear about what is happening and when so they don't seem clueless on the red carpet or if they have to speak to press. His agent was nice enough; we had scheduled for her and Chris to come to my office on Tuesday (today was Friday) so I could walk him through the premiere. Even though I had been doing this for a while, I was still really nervous for some reason....