I've only recently gotten sexually active. I'm 100% gay and was in the closet for a while, mainly because I look and come across like a straight guy and come from an ultra religious family. When growing up, my dad was a pastor and would preach against homosexuality and say stuff like aids is god's way of punishing gay people. So obviously, coming out wasn't an option.
Then back in 2015, I decided fuck it. I drove to Atlanta by myself, went to Swinging Richards one night and had the time of my life. At SR, this one dude kept coming back to me, asking me to get a private dance with him, and I kept saying sorry I'm just here for the show in the main room. I think he could see how I had been watching him on stage and keeping an eye on him more than anyone else. Dude was sexy as fuck.
Finally after about the 5th time over at my table, he came from behind and pinched my nipples really hard. Felt so damn good, especially coming from this hot guy who majorly turned me on. He was begging for a private as if he was into me and wanted alone time with me but of course I knew it was all for money. Finally gave in, asked him about the details and made a deal for 30 min in a private.
That was my first time with a man. It was so fuckin hot and there seemed to be a chemistry between us. He sat next to me on the leather couch in the private booth and took off his orange soccer shorts, sitting completely naked next to me, at first with a semi then quickly growing to a full rock hard erection pointing up and slightly bent towards his stomach at the top of his cock. He was cut and had trimmed pubes and semi hairy chest. I had my clothes on and felt relaxed with him and had my feet up on the table in front of us. I put my right arm around his neck as he began jerking off. He slouched down in the couch moaning and repeatedly looking up into my eyes as he jerked harder and harder. I started getting verbally dirty but more of a whisper in his ear. I wanted to see him cum so bad.
I asked if I could touch him and he grabbed my hand and put it around his hard rock cock and I could feel it throbbing. Both our hands were wrapped together around his warm lubed up cock stroking up and down, then he moved my hand to rub his chest which was breaking out in red shades of heat. I remember feeling my cock in my tight jeans throbbing and contracting and getting wet from precum. After about 10 min in the room, he moaned louder and said, I'm about to cum.
I was looking right down at his cock hole as he shot up a spurt of cum straight up and over my arm and then repeated shots right on my arm around his neck. He collapsed and rested his sweaty head on my shoulder so our faces touched as he recovered from that orgasm. He then looked up and laughed and said I'll clean that off, and I said no worries, I'm not about to clean this up. He cracked up as I tasted his cum on my arm and rubbed the rest into my stomach. He said I was a turn on and asked if he could spend the night at my hotel room, but I said not tonight. We're still friends today, though haven't kept up with him since covid & the clubs closing. I still think he's one of the hottest guys at any gay club I've been to. He's married with a kid, so it feels kinda weird playing around with him and when he says he jacks off to me at home and fantasizes about dating me on the side.
That was the first night when things started rolling and I started dating guys (not any dancers though.. lol). I haven't been in a relationship since the pandemic started and haven't been with anyone this entire year. Just horny as fuck and jerking off by myself all the time.