I've had a scary encounter with an extreme fetish or taboo. I don't like talking about all the details, because it was honestly a frightening experience for me on a personal level: I'm a male cocksucker. Years ago I had a feeder who I was giving very regular blowjobs to on almost a daily basis for nearly 9 months. As a cocksucker I absolutely loved worshipping his big cock and cum. So for me as a cocksucker I truly loved our blowjob relationship. He was an aggressive feeder, which I love and prefer as a cocksucker. He had a big and thick cock that I absolutely adored giving blowjobs to with large loads of cum. He eventually shared with me that he had a snuff fetish.
Maybe I was young and naive back then, but at the time I had absolutely no idea what a snuff fetish was. Let's just say that he wanted to get head from me in more ways than me just giving him a blowjob. Now this wasn't some mere morbid or twisted thought from my feeder either. I can normally excuse a person for occasionally having a dark or morbid thought that might enter your mind. He genuinely got very sexually aroused by the thought of chopping off my head while I was actually giving him a blowjob: Now I consider myself to be pretty open-minded as a cocksucker. There aren't many things that I'm not willing to do when it comes to the act of me giving a blowjob, and being a cum slut. Giving other men blowjobs and being a cum slut are truly my favorite types of sex by far. However, a sexual partner who gets very sexually aroused at the thought of chopping my head off on a guillotine while I'm bobbing my head up snd down his cock is most definitely way beyond my boundaries!
I later did my research, and found out that there's an entire online community with multiple websites of people who have snuff fetishes about their sexual partner. The guillotine in particular seems to be a very popular form of snuff fetish. I would strongly warn anyone away from looking at these websites. There's things on those websites that are actually far more gross and disturbing than the guillotine. Again, this isn't just some morbid fascination or historical interest with the guillotine either. A snuff fetish actually involves sexual arousal and satisfaction at the thought of killing your sexual partner. Now it might just be a twisted fantasy for some. However, that's a line I'm definitely not willing to cross in any way. I honestly found myself disgusted and deeply disturbed that fantasizing about killing your sexual partner is a fetish that evidently sexually arouses and satisfies a decent number of people.