So an update. I have gone into store to talk to him a couple of times since and it’s always pleasant. We we’re exchanging stories and he slipped in he has a girlfriend. Fuck… when he said that it confirmed he is straight( he could be bi, who knows). He is what you call a nice straight guy and I tend to fall for such straight guys or develop crushes. He told me he is leaving the shop too and that he found another job. Anyways this dream of getting with him is gone now. He sees me from his shop window walking all time and said he likes my style. I asked for his IG to stay in touch. He gave it to me but never followed me back

I rarely have crushes but I wanted this one to turn into something…

. I will have to move on I guess. It is what it is.