My first experiences with dudes as a str8 guy

The blowjob from Danny was one of the best id ever received. I had never had a girl be able to suck my dick so easily, and he even took it a lot better than jacob did. Danny was a pro, and he made me feel a lot better than i was ready to admit to myself at the time.

I got home, showered and headed for my room. I was playing fifa online with three of my mates for most of that night, distracted by the buzz i still felt from earlier in the day. After a couple of hours, i logged off and opened grindr again. A bunch of random guys had messaged me, and deep within them all was a message from danny.

“Hope you enjoyed today Luke, always welcome for a round 2”. “Seriously it was so hot blowing a str8 guy”. “Hope u liked the feel of this, maybe do more than feel it next time?” and another picture of that perfect ass of his. I replied to say today was good fun and he sucked me good, ignoring his ass even though it was right at the front of my mind. He appeared online shortly afterward, no message just a photo. He was dildoing his ass.

“Fuck man, too much for me” I replied. He said he was picturing me fucking him the whole time he used his dildo. I should of been repulsed, but i was hard again. “Tell me what ur picturing, dont leave any detail out”. What the fuck was i doing? I started to grab my erection through my shorts.

Danny went into great detail outlining all the positions he was picturing me fucking him in. Telling me how i was being rough with him, choking him, spitting in his mouth, slapping him, calling him a bitch. Every message i just replied with “more… more” as my dick grabs became a fully fledged wank. I spat on my dick and writhed around my bed as he continued to paint a picture of this forbidden fuck.

He asked me was i wanking. I lied and said no, but he saw straight through it. “Send me a pic of ur dick right now” he said. I re-sent him the pic id already sent before. No, take one right now. I refused. “Send it to me or i wont carry on. My brain went into auto pilot, i spat again on my dick and took a pic of it resting on my abs. I sent it to danny.

“Fuck it looks even harder than it did before”. “I cant believe a gay guy asked for a pic of ur dick and u just did what i said”. “I didnt realise u were submissive, its hot”. I told him to shut up and carry on as i picked up my dick and started rubbing again.

Danny carried on his story, now i was supposedly fucking him with him on top looking deeply into my eyes. He told me that i told him i was about to cum inside him, he carried on bouncing on my imaginary dick until i unleashed a cum shot that painted his insides white. The real me was crazy close too, i had stopped replying “more” and watched the messages come through on my screen as i approached my second orgasm of the day.

Danny continued the story. He told me how in the come down he grabbed my face, pulled it to his and we passionately kissed with our tongues fighting each other. The real me reached the point of no return, and with a loud groan i did my best to stifle shot a load high into the air that came down on my abs, hands, chin, everywhere.

Danny asked if i was still there. My hands were covered in cum that i didnt wana get on my phone. I looked around for tissues but none were within reach. My brain went to auto pilot again, and before i knew it was licking my cum off my hands.

I had tried my own cum years earlier, everyone has a taste at some point dont they. I remember absolutely hating the taste of it. That night was different though, i couldnt get enough of it. I licked and licked until my hands were clean, and scooped more off my abs and licked that too.

Picking up my phone again, i didnt wana tell danny how hot i found the whole thing. “Your good at this man” i said. He replied “thats not all im good at”.

Spent, i grabbed some shorts to put on and went to wash my hands. I came back and danny had sent me another picture. It was his cock, starting to soften, resting on his abs. His dildo was still in his ass. His abs were covered in thick cum. My cock twitched - i think i wanted it. I sent him one word “hot”, locked my phone and went to bed.
 
I woke up pretty late the next morning. The plus side of covid was i had been furloughed from work so no need for any early alarms. I lay in bed for quite a while, replaying over in my mind what had happened over the last few days.

I remembered how my dick overtook my brain, leading me to do things i would never have done otherwise. I thought back to jacob sucking my dick in my car, making my dick the hardest it had been in weeks. I thought back to danny, that magical throat and that hairless peach of an ass i cupped as he sucked me. Then my mind switched to last nights wank, and how the fantasy of actual sex - not just being sucked off but real full sex - with a guy caused me to cum buckets all over me. And then i remembered what i did with that cum, and how i couldnt get enough of it. I was hard again, but i decided i would ignore it for now to get out of bed and do something productive with the day.

I was in the process of helping my dad to turn his shed in to a garden bar, so most of my efforts that day went into decorating and furnishing that. I had a big home cooked meal with my family that evening, and i retreated to my room shortly afterward for the rest of the night.

It was during the meal that i started to think about logging back on to grindr tonight. Why was this becoming such a routine part of my day? I asked myself what i wanted from it tonight. I wasnt leaving home today, but maybe theres a guy with an even hotter story to tell than danny’s last night.

I had messages off danny and jacob waiting in my inbox, just generic “hey how u doing” ones. No pictures from danny, which was a surprise. I even remember feeling disappointed that there wasnt, and asking myself why that would disappoint me!?

It was a pretty quiet night on there, other than profiles messaging who i had no interest in talking to. It dawned on me that i only wanted to talk to hot guys. Did that mean i was actually attracted to them? I was so confused, but it was what it was.

Disappointed in the lack of interesting messages, i opened the conversation with danny to read back over last night’s fantasy and i was soon getting hard again.

A faceless profile had messaged me, just with the name “bi not out 23”. He had sent me a “hey” earlier which i had ignored, and later sent me a photo. I opened the conversation to see the photo, and saw a pretty lean, very toned body with a little bit of hair and the start of some trimmed pubes sneaking into the bottom of the pic. They intrigued me.

We started a conversation, just generic stuff until he asked “so what brings u on here?” I explained my story, and what had happened with the two blow jobs i had received. He was amazed to hear it, and asked me a few times if i was legit straight. I confirmed i was, and asked him about him.

He told me his name was chris, that he had been fooling around with guys for a couple of years but nobody knew he was bi. I asked him what kind of stuff he was in to, it never crossed my mind to ask myself why i wanted to know. He told me he was a top, explaining what it means, and asked me if that put me off. It didnt - it didnt even cross my mind that if we were to meet up that the dynamic would be any different. Hes in to guys, im not, he could just suck me and i could leave and we would both be happy. It didnt even occur to me that he could have needs too.

I told chris he had a great body, and he said he wishes he had one like mine. He asked if i was cool with swapping nsfw pics, and i said i was. I sent him two pics of my dick. “Wow fuck man” he replied and sent me two more headless body pics and a pic of his dick at full attention.

It wasnt as long as mine but it was thick, really thick. I also got to see more of his pubes, which again caught my attention.

Chris said “so where do we go from here”. I told him again that i wasnt leaving home tonight, and there was no way a guy was coming to my family home.

He said his family didnt know he was in to guys, so he couldnt accommodate us either. I said i really wanted a wank before bed, maybe we could role play a bit and help each other out. He started to tell a story of us meeting in the gym, making eye contact across the machines and being drawn to each others sweaty, toned bodies.

In the story, chris watched me bend down to pick up weights and i watched him lifting his muscular arms up and pulling down a weights machine, describing the beads of sweat falling down his face and exposed hairy pits.

He told me how the tension for us both became too much, he stood up and nodded his head towards the changing rooms. How i looked around and saw nobody else was in the gym, dropped the weights and eagerly followed him in.

The story continued. We shed our sweaty clothes and walked in to the same shower cubicle, closing and locking the door behind us. As the hot water steamed up the room, we stood underneath it and rubbed our tight bodies and hard dicks against each other.

I was wanking as he carried on the story. He told me how he kissed down my body, dropping to his knees and making love to my hard dick. He described in detail how every suck made me groan, as i clung on to the walls to hold myself up. He came back up, kissed me passionately and asked me if i liked the taste of my own dick on his tongue.

In my bed, i was hard as a rock and my wanking pace picked up. I wasnt far away. Chris told me how, in his story, he said “my turn” and i dropped to my knees. On grindr, i told him again i had never done this and he explained how he made me gag in that gym shower. He kept encouraging “me” to “go deeper, lick the tip, go faster, spit on it, be my cocksucking little bitch”.

I shot a big load in the air, covering my chest and hand. I instinctively licked it up as i continued to read chris’s story. He told me how he held my head to force his dick down my throat. He told me he was cumming, and made me swallow it all. As he pulled out of my cummy mouth, it followed his dick to carry on cleaning up that cum.

I told chris his story was hot and made me cum, as i continued to clean up and lick away my own load. He told me he had cum too, and he hoped we could do it for real one day. I said it might be a step too far for me, but the story had turned me on.

I fell asleep soon afterwards, and slept like a baby.

For the next few days, the cum eating had become a regular part of my wanks. I was enjoying the taste of it, but there was something more to it too. It just felt like i was doing the right thing, and the knowledge that i was going to be eating my load was turning me on even more as i wanked.

A few days later, i was back on grindr with a real eagerness to meet up and get sucked again. The wanks had been hot but i was craving that feeling of human contact again. I was barely even trying to get girls to break the lock down rules and meet up for a fuck, i was enjoying what i was doing too much without the hassle of a girl’s feelings.

For the first time though, my mind wasnt just focusing on getting my dick sucked. I started to think how i could eat my own load if a guy was sucking me - it had become a part of my routine by now. I browsed the profiles on the app, and struck up a conversation with a hot guy called alex. There was something about him i couldnt quite understand. I questioned myself why i was hoping that he would be the next meet up. Why was i finding him hot? Why was i being drawn to him?

It didnt take much conversation at all before alex asked “free today to come round”. I told him i absolutely was, and was looking forward to it. My cock twitched, and my tongue licked my lips.
 
Just wanted to say a big thank you for the amazing comments and messages ive had so far. Like I said at the start, this is all true memories of my first experiences with guys and i can assure you there is a LOT more to come ;)
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Alex and i arranged to meet that afternoon. There are two things from that day that stick out in my mind. One, it was swelteringly hot. Two, things felt different in my head.

Meeting up with Jacob and danny felt very goal driven - i was going getting my dick sucked and that was the only thought in my mind. But by this point, so many different thoughts were competing with each other. I still just wanted to get my dick sucked, but then i would think back to the chats with danny and chris that had turned me on so much and these pictures would flash up in my mind. Then i would think about eating my load. It never occurred to me to eat any one elses but it had almost become part of my routine now, i would get off and eat the evidence. I thought how alex would probably want it too if he was sucking me off, and was i really gonna compete with a guy over who gets to eat some cum!?

We arranged to meet at alex’s flat, across town from where i live. I was already hard on the drive out of anticipation, and as i pulled up outside i stayed in the car to let my boner go back down again. What i didnt know as i rang his buzzer, opened the door and walked up to his flat, was today was the day where my sexual life was going to start to change forever.

Alex opened the door and welcomed me in. Unlike when i went round to dannys, alex was clothed and didnt throw himself straight on to me. He took me to his lounge, offered me a drink and showed me to an armchair. He had sky sports on the tv replaying an old premier league match, and he was just, normal. My prejudiced, ignorant mind thought, if he hadnt been on grindr i would of thought he was straight. But then i remembered, wait im on there and im straight!

We talked about life, normal stuff, for a while as we drank our beers. When i was almost finished, alex said to me “do you want another or should we maybe move through to the bedroom?” I told him since i was driving i shouldnt have another so i guess that means we’re going to the bedroom. He laughed, offered me his hand to help me out of his armchair, and led me to his room.

Alex sat me down on his bed, stood in front of me and took his shirt off. He was slim but muscly, he had a great smooth body. Alex told me he wouldnt push me in to anything i didnt want to do but if i wanted to he had lube and condoms in his drawer. I told him thats way too much for me, all ive done is get sucked off. He asked “is that really the only gay stuff youve done?” I said ive also been trying my own cum but thats different, which made him laugh.

Alex said “so youve not even touched another dick?” And i shook my head. “Well if u want me to just suck u off the least u can do is hold my dick”.

“Come on” he said “i wanna see whats under those clothes” and he stood me up, raised my arms and lifted my shirt over my head before throwing it on the floor behind him. He pulled his shorts off completely, grabbed at my growing package through my shorts, and threw himself forward to start sucking on my nipple. I moaned hard. His hands moved up to my chest, feeling me up, and his mouth moved closer to my neck. I didnt stop him. Alex held my head as he sucked on my neck, his hand moving down my body and pulling my shorts and boxers down together. They didnt go very far, but my hard dick sprung out of them at full attention.

Alex continued at my neck as he took hold of my dick and slowly jerked it. He took his head away momentarily, spat on my dick, and moved to the other side of my neck. It felt like this went on for ages, it was probably two minutes tops, and then he moved up to kiss me on the lips.

It wasnt like with danny where i threw him straight off, i let him. Not for long, and i didnt exactly offer up my tongue, but i let him. I soon pulled back, and we smiled at each other. Alex continued jerking me as our sweaty bodies touched, then he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me in to whisper in my ear.

“Grab it” he whispered. Before i processed what he meant, alex took hold of my hand and wrapped it around his hard dick, and i didnt stop him. He wanked me and i started to slowly feel his dick. Gradually i got in to a slow wank, whilst he picked up the pace on my dick.

Before long, alex pushed me back on to his bed and said “ive got to have it”. He knelt in front of me and started to suck my rock hard cock. And he was good. I moaned loud, i always do, as he pleasured me.

After a few minutes, alex pulled off and asked if i wanted to try. “I cant” i told him and he said that was fine as he continued sucking me. I continued to moan and told him he would make me cum if he carried on using his tongue the way he was.

Alex pulled away, and lay next to me on the bed. He grabbed my dick and started to wank me fast. Instinctively i did the same to his. We both moaned as our orgasms became closer. I was the first to release, shooting on my abs and his hand. With my free hand, i scooped some up and took it in to my mouth. Alex licked my seed off his hand.

Barely a minute later, alex told me he would shoot any second. He told me to try his to see if i liked it and instead of being repulsed i moaned HARD. I wasnt even getting pleasured at the time, the sheer thought of tasting his cum made me moan.

Alex shot a big, big load that went all over the place, some even going over his head. I scooped cum off his chest and took it in to my mouth - my inner auto pilot taking over again before i even had time to comprehend what i was doing. Alex told me to lick it straight off his body, and again i just complied.

We were sweaty, hot, tired and spent. We lay next to each other on his bed until alex moved to face me, half on top of me, and kissed me again. This time my mouth opened and let him in. It wasnt the most passionate kiss you are ever gonna see, but in that moment in time it felt like we had known each other forever.

We pulled apart and i told him “thats the first time ive ever kissed a guy”. He reminded me it was also the first time id ever tasted another guys cum and we both laughed. Alex asked how i was, and i said great. We kissed again.

Alex offered me use of his shower. Initially i said no till i saw my reflection in the mirror. My hair was all over the place, i had someone’s cum on me, i didnt even know whos any more. I took a quick shower and freshened myself up, making use of alex’s toiletries and deodorant. When i went back to his room, he had put his shorts back on and was making the bed.

I told him i better head home, and he walked with me towards his front door. As i got to it, he put his hand on my shoulder and turned me towards him. “I hope u enjoyed yourself today and i didnt push it too far”. I told him i had a great time, and thanked him. Alex leant in and kissed me again. My lips parted, and this time my tongue wrestled with his. We grabbed each other by the waists and continued the kiss.

I broke away, said thanks again and that we should keep in touch. Alex told me the lube and condoms would be here waiting for me and we both laughed. I left, turning back again to say bye, and walked towards my car as he shut the door.

Getting in the car, i locked my doors and started to gather my thoughts. Id touched a dick, id made out with a guy and id even swallowed his cum. And i didnt regret any of it. I was turned the fuck on, more than for quite some time.
 
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Just wanted to say a big thank you for the amazing comments and messages ive had so far. Like I said at the start, this is all true memories of my first experiences with guys and i can assure you there is a LOT more to come ;)
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Alex and i arranged to meet that afternoon. There are two things from that day that stick out in my mind. One, it was swelteringly hot. Two, things felt different in my head.

Meeting up with Jacob and danny felt very goal driven - i was going getting my dick sucked and that was the only thought in my mind. But by this point, so many different thoughts were competing with each other. I still just wanted to get my dick sucked, but then i would think back to the chats with danny and chris that had turned me on so much and these pictures would flash up in my mind. Then i would think about eating my load. It never occurred to me to eat any one elses but it had almost become part of my routine now, i would get off and eat the evidence. I thought how alex would probably want it too if he was sucking me off, and was i really gonna compete with a guy over who gets to eat some cum!?

We arranged to meet at alex’s flat, across town from where i live. I was already hard on the drive out of anticipation, and as i pulled up outside i stayed in the car to let my boner go back down again. What i didnt know as i rang his buzzer, opened the door and walked up to his flat, was today was the day where my sexual life was going to start to change forever.

Alex opened the door and welcomed me in. Unlike when i went round to dannys, alex was clothed and didnt throw himself straight on to me. He took me to his lounge, offered me a drink and showed me to an armchair. He had sky sports on the tv replaying an old premier league match, and he was just, normal. My prejudiced, ignorant mind thought, if he hadnt been on grindr i would of thought he was straight. But then i remembered, wait im on there and im straight!

We talked about life, normal stuff, for a while as we drank our beers. When i was almost finished, alex said to me “do you want another or should we maybe move through to the bedroom?” I told him since i was driving i shouldnt have another so i guess that means we’re going to the bedroom. He laughed, offered me his hand to help me out of his armchair, and led me to his room.

Alex sat me down on his bed, stood in front of me and took his shirt off. He was slim but muscly, he had a great smooth body. Alex told me he wouldnt push me in to anything i didnt want to do but if i wanted to he had lube and condoms in his drawer. I told him thats way too much for me, all ive done is get sucked off. He asked “is that really the only gay stuff youve done?” I said ive also been trying my own cum but thats different, which made him laugh.

Alex said “so youve not even touched another dick?” And i shook my head. “Well if u want me to just suck u off the least u can do is hold my dick”.

“Come on” he said “i wanna see whats under those clothes” and he stood me up, raised my arms and lifted my shirt over my head before throwing it on the floor behind him. He pulled his shorts off completely, grabbed at my growing package through my shorts, and threw himself forward to start sucking on my nipple. I moaned hard. His hands moved up to my chest, feeling me up, and his mouth moved closer to my neck. I didnt stop him. Alex held my head as he sucked on my neck, his hand moving down my body and pulling my shorts and boxers down together. They didnt go very far, but my hard dick sprung out of them at full attention.

Alex continued at my neck as he took hold of my dick and slowly jerked it. He took his head away momentarily, spat on my dick, and moved to the other side of my neck. It felt like this went on for ages, it was probably two minutes tops, and then he moved up to kiss me on the lips.

It wasnt like with danny where i threw him straight off, i let him. Not for long, and i didnt exactly offer up my tongue, but i let him. I soon pulled back, and we smiled at each other. Alex continued jerking me as our sweaty bodies touched, then he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me in to whisper in my ear.

“Grab it” he whispered. Before i processed what he meant, alex took hold of my hand and wrapped it around his hard dick, and i didnt stop him. He wanked me and i started to slowly feel his dick. Gradually i got in to a slow wank, whilst he picked up the pace on my dick.

Before long, alex pushed me back on to his bed and said “ive got to have it”. He knelt in front of me and started to suck my rock hard cock. And he was good. I moaned loud, i always do, as he pleasured me.

After a few minutes, alex pulled off and asked if i wanted to try. “I cant” i told him and he said that was fine as he continued sucking me. I continued to moan and told him he would make me cum if he carried on using his tongue the way he was.

Alex pulled away, and lay next to me on the bed. He grabbed my dick and started to wank me fast. Instinctively i did the same to his. We both moaned as our orgasms became closer. I was the first to release, shooting on my abs and his hand. With my free hand, i scooped some up and took it in to my mouth. Alex licked my seed off his hand.

Barely a minute later, alex told me he would shoot any second. He told me to try his to see if i liked it and instead of being repulsed i moaned HARD. I wasnt even getting pleasured at the time, the sheer thought of tasting his cum made me moan.

Alex shot a big, big load that went all over the place, some even going over his head. I scooped cum off his chest and took it in to my mouth - my inner auto pilot taking over again before i even had time to comprehend what i was doing. Alex told me to lick it straight off his body, and again i just complied.

We were sweaty, hot, tired and spent. We lay next to each other on his bed until alex moved to face me, half on top of me, and kissed me again. This time my mouth opened and let him in. It wasnt the most passionate kiss you are ever gonna see, but in that moment in time it felt like we had known each other forever.

We pulled apart and i told him “thats the first time ive ever kissed a guy”. He reminded me it was also the first time id ever tasted another guys cum and we both laughed. Alex asked how i was, and i said great. We kissed again.

Alex offered me use of his shower. Initially i said no till i saw my reflection in the mirror. My hair was all over the place, i had someone’s cum on me, i didnt even know whos any more. I took a quick shower and freshened myself up, making use of alex’s toiletries and deodorant. When i went back to his room, he had put his shorts back on and was making the bed.

I told him i better head home, and he walked with me towards his front door. As i got to it, he put his hand on my shoulder and turned me towards him. “I hope u enjoyed yourself today and i didnt push it too far”. I told him i had a great time, and thanked him. Alex leant in and kissed me again. My lips parted, and this time my tongue wrestled with his. We grabbed each other by the waists and continued the kiss.

I broke away, said thanks again and that we should keep in touch. Alex told me the lube and condoms would be here waiting for me and we both laughed. I left, turning back again to say bye, and walked towards my car as he shut the door.

Getting in the car, i locked my doors and started to gather my thoughts. Id touched a dick, id made out with a guy and id even swallowed his cum. And i didnt regret any of it. I was turned the fuck on, more than for quite some time.
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I stayed off grindr for a couple of days after meeting alex. Although i had no regrets when i got back to my car that day, by the next morning the situation was starting to dawn on me. Things had gone too far. I’d made out with a dude. Fuck, i swallowed a dude’s cum! It was all too much and i was worried about what i was doing.

I spent the next few days trying to convince a couple of girls i knew to break lock down rules. One said as soon as rules had been lifted she wanted me to fuck her (i later did, but im not sure if u want to hear about that!) whilst the other just said “maybe” and didnt really take it any further.

It was back to me and my hand again for a few days. I was actively fighting the urge to go on grindr but couldnt quite bring myself to delete the app just yet. Any time an image of any of the guys popped in to my mind as i wanked, i had to fight against it to push it back out again. I wasn’t enjoying the wanks as much as usual and i think thats probably why.

It was nearly a week later when the urge got the better of me. I opened the app. There was messages off alex, first saying we should meet up again and then a few days later saying he hoped he hadnt scared me off or pushed me too far.

There was also messages off jacob and danny asking how i was and whether i had explored any more. I ignored them for now and looked on the feed for nearby guys. I didnt even know what i was looking for.

A picture less profile popped up with a message, a picture of himself. I recognised him instantly from my gym but i didnt know his name. We started a conversation and he asked me for a pic of myself. I said i wasnt comfortable sending my face just yet and sent him some naughty ones instead, and he sent me some back. He had a big, meaty dick. I’m pretty blessed with mine, but he was bigger, thicker, harder. It was hot, but i wasnt used to guys having bigger dicks than me and it dented my pride a little.

I asked what experience he had with guys. He told me hes gay so pretty much everything, but his sexuality was a bit of an open secret and unless people knew, most thought he was straight. He asked what i had done, and was shocked when i told him i had eaten a guys cum.

Ill always remember what he said to me - eating a guys cum without sucking his dick is like going to a steakhouse and just eating the sauce. It made me laugh, but it made sense too. I wanted to eat Alex’s cum, but it hadnt even occurred to me that i was just expecting him to do all the work and i get the reward.

This guy (i still didnt know his name) told me most guys would understand that i was new and exploring and have boundaries, but if a guy wanted to eat his cum then he would make him take it down his throat. For the first time, the idea didnt repulse me.

The conversation started to die down a little, and then he replied to his own message and said “so do u wana taste my cum then?”

I hesitated for a minute. Then the good old auto pilot kicked in again. “I think i do”. I pressed send.