Just wanted to say a big thank you for the amazing comments and messages ive had so far. Like I said at the start, this is all true memories of my first experiences with guys and i can assure you there is a LOT more to come
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Alex and i arranged to meet that afternoon. There are two things from that day that stick out in my mind. One, it was swelteringly hot. Two, things felt different in my head.
Meeting up with Jacob and danny felt very goal driven - i was going getting my dick sucked and that was the only thought in my mind. But by this point, so many different thoughts were competing with each other. I still just wanted to get my dick sucked, but then i would think back to the chats with danny and chris that had turned me on so much and these pictures would flash up in my mind. Then i would think about eating my load. It never occurred to me to eat any one elses but it had almost become part of my routine now, i would get off and eat the evidence. I thought how alex would probably want it too if he was sucking me off, and was i really gonna compete with a guy over who gets to eat some cum!?
We arranged to meet at alex’s flat, across town from where i live. I was already hard on the drive out of anticipation, and as i pulled up outside i stayed in the car to let my boner go back down again. What i didnt know as i rang his buzzer, opened the door and walked up to his flat, was today was the day where my sexual life was going to start to change forever.
Alex opened the door and welcomed me in. Unlike when i went round to dannys, alex was clothed and didnt throw himself straight on to me. He took me to his lounge, offered me a drink and showed me to an armchair. He had sky sports on the tv replaying an old premier league match, and he was just, normal. My prejudiced, ignorant mind thought, if he hadnt been on grindr i would of thought he was straight. But then i remembered, wait im on there and im straight!
We talked about life, normal stuff, for a while as we drank our beers. When i was almost finished, alex said to me “do you want another or should we maybe move through to the bedroom?” I told him since i was driving i shouldnt have another so i guess that means we’re going to the bedroom. He laughed, offered me his hand to help me out of his armchair, and led me to his room.
Alex sat me down on his bed, stood in front of me and took his shirt off. He was slim but muscly, he had a great smooth body. Alex told me he wouldnt push me in to anything i didnt want to do but if i wanted to he had lube and condoms in his drawer. I told him thats way too much for me, all ive done is get sucked off. He asked “is that really the only gay stuff youve done?” I said ive also been trying my own cum but thats different, which made him laugh.
Alex said “so youve not even touched another dick?” And i shook my head. “Well if u want me to just suck u off the least u can do is hold my dick”.
“Come on” he said “i wanna see whats under those clothes” and he stood me up, raised my arms and lifted my shirt over my head before throwing it on the floor behind him. He pulled his shorts off completely, grabbed at my growing package through my shorts, and threw himself forward to start sucking on my nipple. I moaned hard. His hands moved up to my chest, feeling me up, and his mouth moved closer to my neck. I didnt stop him. Alex held my head as he sucked on my neck, his hand moving down my body and pulling my shorts and boxers down together. They didnt go very far, but my hard dick sprung out of them at full attention.
Alex continued at my neck as he took hold of my dick and slowly jerked it. He took his head away momentarily, spat on my dick, and moved to the other side of my neck. It felt like this went on for ages, it was probably two minutes tops, and then he moved up to kiss me on the lips.
It wasnt like with danny where i threw him straight off, i let him. Not for long, and i didnt exactly offer up my tongue, but i let him. I soon pulled back, and we smiled at each other. Alex continued jerking me as our sweaty bodies touched, then he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me in to whisper in my ear.
“Grab it” he whispered. Before i processed what he meant, alex took hold of my hand and wrapped it around his hard dick, and i didnt stop him. He wanked me and i started to slowly feel his dick. Gradually i got in to a slow wank, whilst he picked up the pace on my dick.
Before long, alex pushed me back on to his bed and said “ive got to have it”. He knelt in front of me and started to suck my rock hard cock. And he was good. I moaned loud, i always do, as he pleasured me.
After a few minutes, alex pulled off and asked if i wanted to try. “I cant” i told him and he said that was fine as he continued sucking me. I continued to moan and told him he would make me cum if he carried on using his tongue the way he was.
Alex pulled away, and lay next to me on the bed. He grabbed my dick and started to wank me fast. Instinctively i did the same to his. We both moaned as our orgasms became closer. I was the first to release, shooting on my abs and his hand. With my free hand, i scooped some up and took it in to my mouth. Alex licked my seed off his hand.
Barely a minute later, alex told me he would shoot any second. He told me to try his to see if i liked it and instead of being repulsed i moaned HARD. I wasnt even getting pleasured at the time, the sheer thought of tasting his cum made me moan.
Alex shot a big, big load that went all over the place, some even going over his head. I scooped cum off his chest and took it in to my mouth - my inner auto pilot taking over again before i even had time to comprehend what i was doing. Alex told me to lick it straight off his body, and again i just complied.
We were sweaty, hot, tired and spent. We lay next to each other on his bed until alex moved to face me, half on top of me, and kissed me again. This time my mouth opened and let him in. It wasnt the most passionate kiss you are ever gonna see, but in that moment in time it felt like we had known each other forever.
We pulled apart and i told him “thats the first time ive ever kissed a guy”. He reminded me it was also the first time id ever tasted another guys cum and we both laughed. Alex asked how i was, and i said great. We kissed again.
Alex offered me use of his shower. Initially i said no till i saw my reflection in the mirror. My hair was all over the place, i had someone’s cum on me, i didnt even know whos any more. I took a quick shower and freshened myself up, making use of alex’s toiletries and deodorant. When i went back to his room, he had put his shorts back on and was making the bed.
I told him i better head home, and he walked with me towards his front door. As i got to it, he put his hand on my shoulder and turned me towards him. “I hope u enjoyed yourself today and i didnt push it too far”. I told him i had a great time, and thanked him. Alex leant in and kissed me again. My lips parted, and this time my tongue wrestled with his. We grabbed each other by the waists and continued the kiss.
I broke away, said thanks again and that we should keep in touch. Alex told me the lube and condoms would be here waiting for me and we both laughed. I left, turning back again to say bye, and walked towards my car as he shut the door.
Getting in the car, i locked my doors and started to gather my thoughts. Id touched a dick, id made out with a guy and id even swallowed his cum. And i didnt regret any of it. I was turned the fuck on, more than for quite some time.