My first experiences with dudes as a str8 guy

Hot recollections ;) Wish I'd have had the balls to do stuff like that, but still haven't...
Maybe one day you will just like the author did... in your own time and on your terms. Hope you get there one day though, for you if nothing else :emoji_fingers_crossed:
 
The conversation carried on a little, and we had arranged to meet the next day. I wasnt thinking about what he would try to get me to do with him at this point, just the thrill of a meet up was spurring me on. He told me he had his own place and could host me whenever, and i suggested the next day so i had less time to chicken out. He sent me his address and it was only a few minutes drive away.

He told me how excited he was and asked if i was too, all i could say was “yeah”. I asked him, “by the way whats your name?” and he laughed. He said when a gay guy meets him they will ask how big his dick is, what his kinks are, any fantasies, but they dont always remember to ask for a name. He said his name was Sam. We chatted a little more and i decided to skip my usual night time wank. I didnt even know why at the time, i guess i wanted to show off to Sam with a big load maybe?

The next day came, and i told my dad i was going out for a drive. He asked me if i was going seeing a girl every time i was going out recently, and warned me about catching covid and bringing it in to the house. I told him i wasnt, i wasn’t lying at least! I parked a couple of minutes walk from Sam’s house, opened Grindr to tell him i was here and he told me to knock on the door, he was ready.

The nerves i had on previous meets seemed to be gone, this just felt normal now. Sam opened the door, invited me in and took me through to his kitchen. I noticed two big barrels of protein powder on the side, even with the gyms closed he was clearly keeping himself in top shape. He gave me a bottle of water and started some light chat.

“So how do u see today going?” He asked me. I said i was just there for a good time. He asked me more about the cum eating, whether it was true that id eaten another guys load already. I said yeah, and he asked if i wanted to eat his. I said i already told u yeah, and Sam asked “even if that means taking my dick in your mouth?”. I said i hadnt done it before but let’s just see how it goes. Sam pulled in close to me, grabbed my hardening bulge and moved his face up next to mine. He whispered to me “youre gona experience something new today straight boy, and its gona change your life”.

My mouth was slightly open, and Sam moved his lips so they were touching mine. He grabbed the back of my head and pulled me in to a kiss. Unlike last time there was no hesitation from me, i kissed him back. Our tongues collided and he took the lead, getting rough and kissing me deep. After a minute or so he pulled away and laughed as he said “straight” to me. Sam took my hand and led me upstairs.

As we entered his bedroom he turned around, grabbed me and threw me on to his bed. Im pretty well built but Sam was taller than me, had bigger arms than me and was really strong. He fell on top of me and back in to a kiss, this time i held the back of his head and we made out. It was a great kiss. Sam was grabbing at my erection the whole time, and pulled my shorts down to reveal my boxers. I took my t-shirt off and he used his other hand to rub my abs. I moaned as we continued to kiss.

Sam eventually backed off, stood up over me and lifted his shirt off. He was ripped. He had muscles in places where i didnt even have places. He pulled down his joggers and revealed some tight yellow briefs barely holding his erection in. He was BIG. Sam asked me if i liked what i saw and i just replied “hot man”. He turned around and i saw that they werent briefs at all, there was nothing covering his ass. And it was a peach.

Sam said to me “i told u that u had to put my dick in your mouth and you still came round, you must really want it”. I was still lying down and he mounted me, knees either side of my chest, and lifted my head off the bed. He pulled it in close to his bulge. If you could even call it a bulge by this time, it was a rock hard dick and it was sticking out of his undies. He told me to smell it as he held my head next to his undies, and i inhaled deeply. He pulled his dick out, right next to my face, and he told me to lick it. I complied, sticking out my tongue and tasting a dick for the first time ever. “Good boy” Sam told me.

I only licked for a few seconds and then sam stood up again, taking his undies down completely. He was bigger than me in every single department. I grabbed at my dick through my boxers and shuffled them down my legs. As i exposed my dick, sam dived on to it and took me in to his mouth. I moaned deep as he swirled his tongue over my hard cock and sucked me.

Sam pulled off a little later and kissed me deeply again, tasting my own cock and pre cum. He sucked me again and i squirmed as my orgasm quickly approached. I didnt want it to end yet, so pushed him off me. Sam stood as i sat up on the end of the bed. He told me to stick my tongue out again, and slapped his hard cock against it. He wanked next to my face, i could feel the warmth of it, and then he told me to lick his balls. He stood with one foot on the bed and positioned them over my face. I looked up a little and started to flick my tongue over them. They were completely smooth and hung low. This carried on as Sam wanked himself, then he grabbed my head and pulled his balls into my mouth. I opened it and took them in, which made him moan. I swirled my tongue around as best i could, but my mouth was really full.

I dont know how long this went on for but i was enjoying it. Sam took his balls back out of my mouth and positioned his dick right in front of me. “It’s up to you boy” he said, and started to move it towards me. I instinctively opened my mouth, and Sam’s dick entered it. I choked a bit and gagged, and he told me to take my time. I started to find a bit of a rhythm but felt like i barely had any of it in my mouth. Sam gently rocked forwards and backwards in to me, and grabbed my dick. I pulled off his dick and told him i was really close to cumming. He let go and told me i had him really close if i wanted to suck him again. I said nothing and took his dick back in my mouth.

I found my rhythm again and Sam’s gentle rocking got a little quicker. He warned me he was about to shoot and started to wank the base as i sucked the tip. He roared loudly as he shot in my mouth, making me gag and pulling off. His dick continued to spew cum, some landing on him and some landing on me. I scooped it off me and in to my mouth, and licked his abs where it had landed.

Sam threw himself back on to my dick and barely 10 seconds later i was cumming hard. The skipped wank the night before left me with a huge load, and he kept his mouth around my dick until it subsided. Sam kissed me deeply, and fed me some of my cum back.

We kissed for what seemed an eternity, our sweaty naked bodies writhing against each other. Sam half mounted my side, and held me. “That was really your first time?” He asked. I laughed and nodded. “I cant wait to see what else you can do with a bit of practice then” he said and we both laughed.

“I can’t believe i just sucked a dick” I said to him. He told me to get used to it, that he had already told me today was gona change my life. This time i initiated the kiss, grabbing the back of his head and pulling it in to me.

Sam offered me a shower, and i accepted. He showed me to his en suite and i hopped in the shower cubicle. As I turned around to face the water, the shower door opened and Sam jumped in with me. There was barely any room for both of us, and we touched pretty much everywhere. We carried on kissing under the water and he soaped up my body. I was starting to get hard again. Sam turned away from me and rubbed his ass crack against my dick, which made me moan. “Not today” he said “but you’re a fast learner”. He turned back to me and kissed me again as i washed the soap off my body, now sporting a full hard on again.

As i dried and started to get dressed Sam asked me “have i seen you somewhere before?” I told him I think we go to the same gym. He said oh yeah, that will be it, and made a joke about bumping in to me in the steam room when the gym re opens.

Fully dressed, i headed downstairs and got ready to leave. I thanked Sam, and he said it was his pleasure. We made out again. He asked “see you again then?” I said definitely, and headed out towards my car.
 
A big thanks again for all the amazing comments and messages ive been receiving. Im glad youre all enjoying reading about it, it’s been hot for me to remember how it all went down and opened up a new part of my life. Theres still plenty more to come!

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I left Sam’s house and sat in my car for a while, my heart was beating through my chest and i couldnt believe what had just happened. I knew i wanted to taste his cum but i hadnt appreciated what it would mean to have his dick in my mouth. I guess i expected it would just go in and shoot, but i sucked it! Id sucked a guy off! Id even had his smooth balls in my mouth, and just as shocking as the suck was that i had made out with him properly, the way i would with a girl, and even initiated it a couple of times!

My head was swirling with invasive thoughts. I ended up driving around for about an hour just trying to find some sort of clarity of mind, before i headed home.

The more i tried not to think about it, the more it stuck in my mind. I tried to convince myself it was just skin i had taken in my mouth, but it wasnt. And it wasnt just in my mouth, i sucked and slurped and choked on it like a bitch. And i was hard as a rock when i did it.

I questioned myself more and more as the day passed. Gay? I still wanted to fuck girls brains out. Bi? But i only want a relationship with girls. This was just a physical thing, just mates helping each other out. Except we werent mates, we were strangers and i was meeting them solely to fool about. So what the hell did that make me?

I barely slept that night, replaying the experience i had been through earlier. I started to think about other things that had happened other than the blowjob. When sam threw me on the bed - asserting dominance and i just accepted it instead of fighting back? When we showered together and it felt right to make our under the water, and when i moaned when he rubbed his ass crack on my dick. Did i want to fuck it? If a hot girl had done that to me i would have. He was a hot guy, and it started to dawn on me that yeah, i did wana fuck it. But thats not just fooling around, thats full on sex with a dude. My mind was racing.

I woke up the next morning and opened Grindr. Sam had messaged me, praising me on my performance and telling me he was up for helping me explore further. I didnt know how to answer at first so ignored it. Later, i replied to say it was fucking hot, thanks for guiding me through it. He replied asking if i was going to take him up on the offer to explore further. I wanted to, but i wasnt ready to admit it. “Maybe” I replied.

Over the next few days, it was announced that lock down restrictions were easing at the start of july and some of the things that had been banned for months would be allowed again. One of the girls i had spoken with earlier invited me round to her house for the day restrictions eased and i accepted. It would be nice to get back to “normal” with a girl again!

It was a disaster. It was like i had forgotten how to have sex with a girl. I had a pretty high body count from university and never had any complaints, but this time we were so incompatible and everything went wrong. I managed to get her to finish and finished myself with a wank, made my excuses and left. I spent the journey home questioning myself again. I instinctively knew how to suck Sam’s dick, how come i didnt know how to get a girl off now when id done it literally hundreds of times before?

Back home, i headed for my room and opened Grindr. Sam was online. I opened a conversation with him. “Hey, had a pretty shit day. U still up for helping me explore?” I typed out the message and hovered over the send button, having second thoughts. A burst of excitement, curiosity, whatever it was, ran through my body like electricity. Sent. Fuck! What had i done!?

He replied a minute or so later. “Tomorrow. U remember where i live. Dont cum tonight, save it for me. See u tomorrow boy, u have no idea what u are in for”.
 
A big thanks again for all the amazing comments and messages ive been receiving. Im glad youre all enjoying reading about it, it’s been hot for me to remember how it all went down and opened up a new part of my life. Theres still plenty more to come!

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I left Sam’s house and sat in my car for a while, my heart was beating through my chest and i couldnt believe what had just happened. I knew i wanted to taste his cum but i hadnt appreciated what it would mean to have his dick in my mouth. I guess i expected it would just go in and shoot, but i sucked it! Id sucked a guy off! Id even had his smooth balls in my mouth, and just as shocking as the suck was that i had made out with him properly, the way i would with a girl, and even initiated it a couple of times!

My head was swirling with invasive thoughts. I ended up driving around for about an hour just trying to find some sort of clarity of mind, before i headed home.

The more i tried not to think about it, the more it stuck in my mind. I tried to convince myself it was just skin i had taken in my mouth, but it wasnt. And it wasnt just in my mouth, i sucked and slurped and choked on it like a bitch. And i was hard as a rock when i did it.

I questioned myself more and more as the day passed. Gay? I still wanted to fuck girls brains out. Bi? But i only want a relationship with girls. This was just a physical thing, just mates helping each other out. Except we werent mates, we were strangers and i was meeting them solely to fool about. So what the hell did that make me?

I barely slept that night, replaying the experience i had been through earlier. I started to think about other things that had happened other than the blowjob. When sam threw me on the bed - asserting dominance and i just accepted it instead of fighting back? When we showered together and it felt right to make our under the water, and when i moaned when he rubbed his ass crack on my dick. Did i want to fuck it? If a hot girl had done that to me i would have. He was a hot guy, and it started to dawn on me that yeah, i did wana fuck it. But thats not just fooling around, thats full on sex with a dude. My mind was racing.

I woke up the next morning and opened Grindr. Sam had messaged me, praising me on my performance and telling me he was up for helping me explore further. I didnt know how to answer at first so ignored it. Later, i replied to say it was fucking hot, thanks for guiding me through it. He replied asking if i was going to take him up on the offer to explore further. I wanted to, but i wasnt ready to admit it. “Maybe” I replied.

Over the next few days, it was announced that lock down restrictions were easing at the start of july and some of the things that had been banned for months would be allowed again. One of the girls i had spoken with earlier invited me round to her house for the day restrictions eased and i accepted. It would be nice to get back to “normal” with a girl again!

It was a disaster. It was like i had forgotten how to have sex with a girl. I had a pretty high body count from university and never had any complaints, but this time we were so incompatible and everything went wrong. I managed to get her to finish and finished myself with a wank, made my excuses and left. I spent the journey home questioning myself again. I instinctively knew how to suck Sam’s dick, how come i didnt know how to get a girl off now when id done it literally hundreds of times before?

Back home, i headed for my room and opened Grindr. Sam was online. I opened a conversation with him. “Hey, had a pretty shit day. U still up for helping me explore?” I typed out the message and hovered over the send button, having second thoughts. A burst of excitement, curiosity, whatever it was, ran through my body like electricity. Sent. Fuck! What had i done!?

He replied a minute or so later. “Tomorrow. U remember where i live. Dont cum tonight, save it for me. See u tomorrow boy, u have no idea what u are in for”.
Fucking hot!