Random thoughts II

[rbkwp]

Saturday nz
world is looking on nervously,at how she,s been ill treated by humankind for decades
end of the month/and no imminent change likely
speaking for her
as i doubt anyone else will huh

 

[BigdongSE]

Saturday nz
world is looking on nervously,at how she,s been ill treated by humankind for decades
end of the month/and no imminent change likely
speaking for her
as i doubt anyone else will huh

Who are you referring to? If I may ask

 

[rbkwp]

my own thoughts or mother earth bgse
no one else

 

[BigdongSE]

my own thoughts or mother earth bgse
no one else

Oh i see

 

[spicyoatmeal]

what if were on a show, our lives, i can see my relfection in the mirror even tho my whole body isnt in it, wth. what if im in my hell loop. pls what is my purpose, i just wanna rest and have a quiet life and quiet mind. i wanna run away where no one can see and know me. i just wanna die. i feel happy and sad all day and everyday. pls idk what to do.

 

[BigdongSE]

what if were on a show, our lives, i can see my relfection in the mirror even tho my whole body isnt in it, wth. what if im in my hell loop. pls what is my purpose, i just wanna rest and have a quiet life and quiet mind. i wanna run away where no one can see and know me. i just wanna die. i feel happy and sad all day and everyday. pls idk what to do.

Try to focus on the things you can change, don't worry about the rest and don't let other people lead you away from your path. If you are depressed then the spiritual route is the way to go, it's worked for me. Just know there are ways to get you out of that hole.. I can't help you if you won't help yourself. I wish the best for you

 

[spicyoatmeal]

how do i even know if im depressed, idk if im depressed or mentally ill. plus my father is an asshole, he always pointing at my mistakes in life, and i hate my life so pls i wanna hire a hit man to kms. idk what to do ive done so many mistakes in my life, i shouldnt deserve.

Try to focus on the things you can change, don't worry about the rest and don't let other people lead you away from your path. If you are depressed then the spiritual route is the way to go, it's worked for me. Just know there are ways to get you out of that hole.. I can't help you if you won't help yourself. I wish the best for yo

 

[spicyoatmeal]

I'm getting the alcoholic

 

[BigdongSE]

how do i even know if im depressed, idk if im depressed or mentally ill. plus my father is an asshole, he always pointing at my mistakes in life, and i hate my life so pls i wanna hire a hit man to kms. idk what to do ive done so many mistakes in my life, i shouldnt deserve.

Then it's time to cut any and every negative thing out of your life. You would most likely know if you were depressed, everything you once found fun and interesting in life will have become the opposite. I'm sorry you have a shifty father, but killing yourself won't make things better. I have done tons of mistakes in my life and can only learn from them and move on. You don't love in the past or in the future, you are living now, in the moment. You deserve life and everything positive in it. You need to work on yourself, cut everything negative out of your life no matter what it is and embrace everything positive. I should know, I have been through all of this and have come out a better person after 12 years of mental hell. You got this, I believe in you

 

[rbkwp]

https://www.rnz.co.nz/audio/live/concert

Sunday sanctuary nz
keeping some form of sanity
even if only weekly huh

 

[rbkwp]

refusing to sit on deck tonight,after dins
totally fustered

and/but hoping
rafa,taes out the australian open,tonite

 

[rbkwp]

congratulations rafa'
admit,wrote yo off 1/3rd of the way thru 5 hours odd
right age/resilience/determination,a winner huh

none of that old Serbian shit stirring,warmongering,threatening useless, vitrole,from fathernot athlete son
despite Spain being one of the most affected countries initially
incl Australia government initial ballsup

 

[rbkwp]

just heard on sky re australia

re possibility of a 'hung parliament'
no federal election for a while,i thought
ours 2 years time,i think
yes,i have heard of hug parliament/way back duh
plus
i think a lot huh
esp this time of night ha
ps
still,thinking of rafa's amazing tennis open win,last night in melbourne
wonderful'

 

[rbkwp]

on island living
esp the first minute
without the extravagant living ha
just saying

 

[rbkwp]

getting tired/sick of same ole paul murray sky tv x2 hours every weeknight
same old raucous aussie gab,with same ole select geusts,with same ole ... well you get the picture
but
my fault,to continue watching/listening huh

mute/laptop

ps
awaiting my flask/remember them,of hot water
au tradesmen note haha

 

[rbkwp]

finally come to a conclusion etcetc forum has served its purpose in my life

cant be expecting it to keep me occupied in the latter stages haa
so
may as well resign to that fact ha2
continue minimal with less expectations yes
thanks for your indulgence Mr. LPSG ha3

mind you
be a shame if this closed like politics ha4

 

[rbkwp]

prophetic'

an Aussie group,the seekers
no mask days yes

 

[seventiesdemon]

Whats this biz now trading in virtual real estate? Put a $ sign in front of delusional and all people see is the $ sign. Madness.

 

[rbkwp]

living the dream
continuing,maintaining personal ambition
by the same token,not .........
not prepared to share that one yet,yes

 

[rbkwp]

symbolic,yes