Today's mood

Im trying to keep my thoughts clear today so I don't obsess over the same things all the time as it seems I've become bitter.

As told by a few people now.
Even though I completely disagree and have ample evidence to say otherwise. Let's go with bitter.....arggh.
I am willing to lose it all to be right in the end.
And I will make sure those who need to know...KNOW that I was right.
 
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Hes such a cutie. He looks hefty. How big is he? 15lbs?

He used to be 20 pounds, but I have him on a diet now and he is down to 17. Our vet says 15-16 is acceptable for him. His body alone from crown of head to base of tail is 20 inches long. So he is A Big Boi. The vet described his breed as American shorthair golden, so I guess they can get pretty big.
 
He used to be 20 pounds, but I have him on a diet now and he is down to 17. Our vet says 15-16 is acceptable for him. His body alone from crown of head to base of tail is 20 inches long. So he is A Big Boi. The vet described his breed as American shorthair golden, so I guess they can get pretty big.
Nice cat! If you’re going to have a cat, you might as well have two arms full. There’s more to hug.
 
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Nice cat! If you’re going to have a cat, you might as well have two arms full. There’s more to hug.

I tell that mofo all the time that he needs to get a job as a stock boy. He's big enough.

At his chonkiest

2CEADHi.jpg
 
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One of my all time favorites. I played the absolute shit out of that album.
Yes i replied to my own shit.


Best part for me is:
"Giving you with this and that
Giving gave nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing"

So good!!
@Tight_N_Juicy
 
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Yes i replied to my own shit.


Best part for me is:
"Giving you with this and that
Giving gave nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing"

So good!!
@Tight_N_Juicy

I look, I sign

I need someone inside to help me out with what
I'm trying, I'm crying, I'm frying in a pile of shit

I'm dying
I'm dying.

I'M DYING.

fuck....
 
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I'm a ball of nerves. Taking sister car to work today. It's my first time driving locally to/from work since the accident. I have driven since then, but only on a couple of road trips we've taken (one just this past weekend). God, what if I fuck it up? I hate that this accident has upended my life, my physical state, and my mental state. **deep breaths**
 
Relieved that yesterday is behind us. Spent 5 hours in Hospital waiting rooms supporting Hubby while he had to take Nuclear and CT scans.

The anticipation is always worse than the actual event. We know that from experience. But it still stresses us out. Especially him, which I totally get.

And I'm very pleased and quite happy that I'm treated like gold by everyone at the Hospital as his legal spouse. I can go everywhere with him and I'm included in all consults and debriefs as the *devoted* spouse.

So I guess today I'm thankful. But a little on edge as we wait for the test results...
 
thinking of Tony initials TG
there was a clock tower with the old style huge deprtment store named TG

us,primary kids
he
would stick his tounge out to catch his tears
cool,sweet as i imagine
also thinking of Douglas initials DL.good looker

1 .. i should have ar least tried to phone them when down in my old hometown region

2 .. i must have been very gay even then, for them ha


thinking 3
shouldve been in nostalgia
but
its my mood ha
better get outta bed huh