What A Mess: Betrayal

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Chapter 2​

“Charlotte,” I say with zero emotion in my voice. It has to be zero emotion. I won’t be able to contain myself if I allow myself to feel. “What. Did. You. Do?” She sits there. Trying to stop her crying. My world narrows down to myself and my wife.

Paul doesn’t exist.

Lisa doesn’t exist.

The world…doesn’t exist.

It’s just me.

And my wife.

“I thought I was helping,” she finally says, between breaths. I keep looking at her. I’m in interrogation mode.

I keep looking at her.

She looks up at me. Sadness. Fear. “When I told you, that I had made mistakes, too, Jim, this is what I was talking about. This is what I would change if I could go back in time. You kept thinking it was your fault our marriage started to deteriorate. It wasn’t. It was my fault. And mine alone. You were a victim of me trying to do a good deed. And I didn’t know how to change it once it happened.”

Silence. I keep looking at Charlotte. Trying to see her point of view.

And failing.

“Last Saturday, when I told you that Lisa and I had sex with each other, while you were on deployments, I thought that now would be a good time to let you know that I knew about the affair,” she says, drying her eyes. “That’s why I suggested a three way with Lisa. But you shot it down. You were protecting a secret that wasn’t a secret. But I couldn’t just blurt out that I knew about it.”

“What?” Paul says, astonished, to Lisa. “You and Char were having sex with each other?”

“What were you expecting, Paul,” I say, finding an outlet for my emotions, irritation lacing my voice, turning towards him, “that they were staying home crocheting quilts for us?” Who the fuck does he think he is, getting mad about his wife having sex with my wife while we were on deployments. “Why can you fuck women, while we are on deployments, but you can’t fuck your own wife, in your own home?”

“Once my issues started, Jim,” he says, “I couldn’t have sex at all, period.”

“So, what, exactly, are these issues, Paul?” I fling at him, not even bothering to hide my emotions from him.

He looks at me. Hard. There’s a war going on in his head. Fear. Scared. Angst. Anxiety. Depression. Shame. Fear.

“I’m sorry,” he sighs, head down, deeply afraid. “I can’t tell you.”

Enough of this bullshit! I want some fucking answers!

“Can’t? Or won’t?” I say with some acid.

“It’s the same thing,” he says.

“Bullshit. Can’t is something is preventing you from telling me. Won’t is you refusing to tell me. Which is it?” I say, standing up, looking at him.

He looks at me. Shame. Terror. Fear. Angst. Anxiety. Depression. Fear. Above all else, fear.

Lisa looks between Paul and myself.

Charlotte is crying into her hands again.

Fear, laced with terror, is all through his body right now.

Anger is immolating mine.

“Won’t,” he says softly, as tears start to fall from his eyes, fear consuming him.

“Congratulations,” I sneer at him, standing up. “That decision just cost you our friendship. The decision that you and Lisa made may have cost you your son.”

“Jim,” Lisa says, shocked. Really, Lisa? You were expecting tea and crumpets? “That’s not fair.”

“Fair? FAIR?” I shout at her. “Is it fair that your husband can’t have sex with you anymore? Is it fair that my marriage suffered because of our affair? Is it fair that you may have ruined your relationship with your son? Is it fair that you are carrying my baby? What, in this entire mess, has been fair?

Silence.

I walk towards the door.

“Jimmy,” Paul says, softly, putting his left hand on my shoulder as I pass him, desperation waring with fear, “please, don’t do this.”

“Take your fucking hand off my fucking shoulder, Paul,” I growl at him. Paul flinches and removes his hand from my shoulder. Desperation. Fear. Despair. Sadness.

“Jim,” Lisa says, aghast.

“Shut up,” I snarl at her, resuming my walk towards the door. “Charlotte, I need some space. I’m going to pack a bag and go to a hotel.” I slam the door behind me as I leave.

I walk down the front steps. My pace increases as my heart breaks. As the tears start to flow, I break into a run. Running as fast as I am crying. I get home and go to the bedroom. I pack a quick bag and run back to the car.

I get in and take off. As I drive past Paul’s house, I mentally flip it off and destroy it with a nuke.

Bastards.

All of them.

Fuck them all!

A few minutes later, my phone starts to blow up.

I ignore it.

Text messages.

Phone calls.

Text messages.

Phone calls.

“LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE,” I scream at my phone.

Text messages.

Phone calls.

Text messages.

Phone calls.

I reach over and turn it off.

F-fu-fuckers.

Everything that I thought I was responsible for, was really my best friend, his wife and, fuck me, my wife, pulling my strings and betraying me.

What a fucking joke I am.

The weight of the world comes crashing onto my shoulders as I start to cry. I pull over into a parking lot.

And cry myself out.

As my tears fade away, I realize I am in the hotel parking lot.

I sit in the parking lot and try to compose myself.

I reach into the glove compartment and pull out some napkins. I wipe one all over my face. Drying my face off. I sit in my car. Hands gripping the steering wheel. All I want to do is go into combat.

I want to face as many enemies as possible and kill each and every single one of them. I want to stab them. I want to shoot them. I want to dismember them! I want to wash the world in fire and bring it to an end!

A pigeon lands on the hood of my car. I sit there and watch it. My anger burning through me. Arcs of fire descend on it, in my mind. Immolating it. It ruffles its feathers and starts walking around the hood. Head bobbing forward and backward with each step it takes. It gets to the middle of the hood, turns away from me, and craps on the hood.

Like a whirlpool opening up in the ocean, I feel my anger drain away. The fires immolating the pigeon disappear.

I start to giggle.

Then I start to laugh.

I’m laughing so fucking hard, right now, it echoes in my car.

It scares the pigeon away.

I can’t even breathe properly.

My world is literally falling to pieces and God sends a pigeon to crap on my car, to literally show me how crappy my life is right now.

And fuck me, it’s funny!

Fuck.

I take a deep breath and look at myself in the mirror.

I’ve looked better. But this is as good as it’s going to get.

I grab a napkin and get out of the car.

“Alright, you little shit monster,” I say, after the pigeon, “you did your duty.” I wipe the pigeon crap off my car. I grab my suitcase, close and lock the door, and head into the hotel.

“Welcome to Double Tree,” the clerk behind the counter says, “do you have a reservation.”

“No, I just need a room for the night,” I say. The clerk helps me and gives me my key. I head up to the room. I get there. I put the suitcase in the closet and sit on the bed.

Staring into space.

I am just numb. And drained. My anger is gone. I’m too hurt to care. I’m not even in shock, anymore. Or maybe I am still in shock. I don’t know. I am just numb. I turn on my phone.

DING
DING
DING
DING

Message after message after message.

34 text messages from Charlotte, Paul and Lisa.

Fuck them!

I send a text message:

Josh – don’t tell anyone you’ve heard from me.

I’m in trouble and don’t know what to do.

Please come to the Double Tree on Main.

Room 434. DO NOT LET ANYONE KNOW

YOU’VE HEARD FROM ME.

<send>

DING

OMW

I sit on the edge of the bed, staring out into nothing.

Eventually, there is a knock on the door.

I go to open the door. It’s Josh.

“Jim,” he asks, with concern, “what’s going on?”

As soon as the door closes, the wall that I sealed my emotions behind, starts to crack.

My emotions start to leak through that wall.

That crack grows into fractures.

My emotions start to overwhelm me.

The fractures lace throughout my being.

Me chest starts to hurt.

My eyes start watering.

And I stand there, crying.

Wailing.

My soul is bleeding out.

And I don’t know how to stop it.

Josh hugs me close to him.

And I collapse into his arms crying.
I KNEW IT HAHAHA, I CALLED IT, I knew Char had a part in this I just knew it. You dropped really subtle hints through out.

I'm now wondering why matt is so bothered by the "betrayal" when he himself has been acting the same. I still think he's been working with char this whole time so I guess we'll wait and see.

Jim's reaction is interesting because even though he was lied to and everyone was in on it, it certainly wasn't by force. He may have been "setup" but realistically no one put a gun to his head he started off saying no but he caved due to his ego and quite frankly his lack of self control when he's horny. And not only did he cave with lisa he then started cheating with matt (to begin with) then paul. None of them forced him including matt because let's be real he allowed Matt to control him because it turned him on.

If Jim had some self control and didn't allow the compliments about his man hood get to his head the manipulation wouldn't have worked.

But Char ohh she's a villain even now all this crying I dont trust her
 
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Chapter 9​



As we get out and head toward Meyer’s office, I look around. It’s a nice day but there’s this…pall…that’s the only word I can think of, that just seems to hang in the air. Paul opens the door and as we step in, the pall vanishes.

The office is almost in direct contrast to the outside. There is an energy here. It’s vibrant. Positive. People are working with a step, if that makes sense.

“Hello, Captain McClendon, Clinton,” the sergeant says looking up from his desk. “Lt Meyers is in his office.”

“Thank you, Cooper,” Josh says, then we make our way to Meyer’s office. The door is open and Josh knocks on the frame. “Meyers.”

“Sir,” Meyers says with a smile as we enter the office. “Welcome,” he says, as he shakes our hands then we sit down.

“How are things going?” Josh asks.

“Things are slowly improving, sir,” Meyers says. “It’s been a week since all this went down. There’s still a lot of shock in the unit.”

“What do you mean?” I ask, leaning forward.

“The best way I can explain it, sir, is that the entire unit has a form of…PTSD,” Meyers says as his hands fumble in the air, trying to get the right word. “Captain Schmit…wasn’t a good leader. Men were punished for the slightest of reasons: unkempt room: A write up and a suspension of liberties. Uniform not meeting his standards: Assigned to a work detail with a suspension of liberties. Question his decisions: Insubordination charges filed and confined to quarters. Then throw in the fact he was able to get the chaplain transferred and the XO was stripped of his duties, this unit was frightened of command.”

“The office seems different,” I commented.

“Yes,” Meyers says, nodding his head. “Working with Captain McClendon here, we were able to drop all current charges against all those that are still pending. We are working with legal to get all charges expunged from those already sentenced. Those that lost rank, will be backdated and reinstated with the according pay, too.”

“So the office workers see the changes,” I say.

“Yes,” Meyers says, nodding his head. “That should have spread like wildfire through the company. But it hasn’t.”

“I presume you’ve gone and talked to the men in person, letting them know what’s going on?” I say, steepling my fingers in front of my face as I listen.

“I have,” he says, “I have told them what’s going on and when I am there, the actions I have initiated. They seem to believe me. But after I leave, they go back into that PTSD state.”

“That’s odd,” I muse. “You’d think the opposite would happen. How many men had their pending charges dropped?”

“Seventeen,” Meyers says.

“Seventeen?” I exclaim. “Holy shit. That’s insane! And all charges were dropped.”

“Yes,” Meyers says, nodding his head.

“And they all know that?” I ask, still not believe it.

“Yes,” he says. “I don’t understand it.”

“How many others were successfully charged?” I ask thinking of how many men are in this unit.

“Another twelve,” Meyers says.

“Holy shit,” I say.

“Are those Psy Ops books?” I ask, going over to the desk.

What the fuck? Why did that memory about Matt’s room come back to me.

“Jim?” Josh asks, looking at me.

“Give me a moment, please,” I say to him. “Please, go over what you need to. I need to think.”

“Okay,” Josh says, turning to Meyers.

Why did that come to me? What is it trying to tell me? Okay, back to basics, then. Why is that memory so important to me that it came up now? That’s when I first realized that Matt had been studying our psy op manuals and required reading.

It’s not even Sir I am mad at. It’s myself. I saw all the clues. I just didn’t put them together. FUCK. Some intelligence officer I am.

Psy ops training kicks in.

Otherwise, the blood would be draining from my face as it dawns on me.

Someone is using our own tactics against Meyers men.

We have a traitor in this company.
 

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Chapter 10


“Meyers, would it be okay if I go talk to those men?” I ask him.

“Of course, you can, sir. My sergeant has the list. I’ll go get it now,” he says as he gets up and leaves.

“What are you thinking, Jim?” Josh says, turning to me. This is why he asked for me to accompany him here.

“A crazy thought came to me, Josh,” I say. “Let me follow up on it and see if it’s true, before I tell you.”

“Fair enough,” he says. “If you need anything, while you are out there, just text me.”

“Will do,” I say, as Meyers comes in. He hands me the list. “What time are you heading back to regimental?”

“A couple hours,” Josh says, as Meyers sits back down.

“See you then,” I say as I head out of the office. I head over to a bench and sit down to look it over. Hmmm. Three staff sergeants, seven corporals, four specialists and three private first class. The ones with the most influence would be the staff sergeants. At the same time, the ones with nothing to lose would be the private first classes.

If I was going to try and destabilize morale, I’d start at both the top of the list and the bottom of the list. The reason being those at the top are looked up to by those below them. Their rank and experience mean something, after all. Got a question, ask the staff sergeant. They’ve got the answers. The men below them will follow.

Those at the bottom of the list would be the rabble rousers. They can bitch and moan all they want to, no one will pay any attention to them because of who they are: kids with no real world experience. But, because no one pays attention to them, they actually have power. Bitch and moan enough, and it starts to have a life of its own. It’s like flotsam and jetsam, crap that’s in the water, that everyone knows about, but doesn’t do anything about it.

Looking over the list, I decide to start with the first staff sergeant on the list, SSgt Ritter. I head over to his barracks. That pall I noticed earlier is still in the air. It feels like really bad smog. Yet, the day is beautiful. I don’t get it. But I certainly wouldn’t want to live in it. Yet this company has been. If this is because of Karl’s doing, this should have left when Karl did. Yet it didn’t.

But it makes perfect sense, if this was an orchestrated maneuver.

I come up to a work crew in front of the barracks. Each company uses their own men for the basics: making sure the ground doesn’t have litter, the sidewalks are taken care of, that, upon first looking at the area, it doesn’t look like a homeless encampment.

“Excuse me, gentlemen,” I say, as I approach. Fear. Recoil. Apprehension. Holy shit. Meyers wasn’t kidding.

“Yes sir,” one says, as the all come to attention and salute me.

“Relax, gentlemen,” I say, returning the salute with a smile. Fear. Apprehension. Recoil. “I’m looking for Staff Sergeant Ritter.”

“Third door on the left, sir,” the one of the left says, pointing down the hallway. Trepidation. Caution. Fear.

“Thank you,” I say, saluting them as they return it. Then I head down the sidewalk to Ritter’s room.

The men in the hospital took to him right away but were wary of me. After the same thing happened twice, we decided to let Meyers go in first, explain who he is and who he is replacing, then I would come in. That worked out much better.

Josh had mentioned that the men were wary of him. Because he was a captain. They took to Meyers because he was a first lieutenant. If those three are any indication, Ritter will be the same.

Only one way to find out, as I knock on the door.

“Hold on,” comes a voice from the other side of the door. Surprise. Astonishment. Why would someone be surprised or astonished that someone knocked on their door? A few moments later, Ritter opens the door. He looks at me. Surprise open on his face. “Yes, sir?”

“Staff Sergeant Ritter?” I ask, just to confirm.

“Yes, sir,” he nods in confirmation.

“Hey,” Paul says, “would you mind if we just walked and talked? I suddenly don’t really feel like eating.”

“I’m Captain Clinton from Regiment. I’m sorry to intrude on you unexpectedly, but I need some assistance, please. Can you please accompany me?” I ask. He’s clearly surprised but now wary. Very wary of me.

“Yes, sir,” he says as he steps out and locks his door. “I’m not sure what Regiment needs with me, though.” Wariness. Caution. Distrust.

“I just need to talk please,” I say as we start to walk down the sidewalk.

“About what, sir?” he asks as he moves to my right side and we start to walk in unison.

“I’d like to keep this informal, if that’s alright with you,” I say. “No rank. No sir. Please call me Jim.”

“Yes, Jim,” he says. Relief. Confusion. “I still don’t know what you need me for, though.”

“It’s both personal and situational,” I say. “I’m sorry.”

“About what?” he says after a few moments.

“No one at Regiment knew what was going on here, while Captain Schmidt was in charge,” I tell him. I stop and turn to look directly at him. “We had no idea how low moral had gotten. We certainly didn’t know anything about any of the charges that were being levied against you and your men. It wasn’t until Captain Schmidt took your company on that hump last week, and the fallout from that, that we had any clue. And for that I am sorry. So very sorry that you and your men had to suffer.”

Shock. Distrust. Apprehension. Anger. Rage. Resentment!

“So you’re here to what? Be my friend? Aleve your conscious because of your neglect?” he scoffs at me. Anger rising. “Where were you, when all these bogus charges were brought against us? Where were you, when the chaplain was sent away? Where were you when the XO was stripped of his powers and made a shell of a man? You think I’m supposed to believe that now, after the damage was done, you’re here out of the goodness of your heart? Spare me.”

Anger radiates out of him. He’s breathing hard. He’s had that inside of him for a long time. Which makes sense. At his rank, he’s been in the Army for years. He’s seen a crap ton of shit. His experience makes him who he is. He’s seen the good the Army does. He’s also been a victim of the Army when it goes bad.

“You’re right, Ritter,” I say. “You’re absolutely right. We did drop the ball. We weren’t there for you. For the other men that had charges against them. The score of other men whose charges stuck. We can only fix and hope to improve what’s been done. The pending charges were dropped against you and the others. That was one step.”

“What are the other steps?” he says, looking at me. We didn’t get very far in our walk. We are still close to his barracks, and we’ve drawn a small crowd. It’s not very often you see an officer being yelled at in public. It’s ever rarer when it’s an enlisted man doing it. Ritter, as a staff sergeant, actually is at the rank where he can talk back to an officer, but that’s usually not done in such a…verbal manner. Anger. Resentment. Distrust. Shame. Caution. Hope. But there is a small kernel of hope in there.

“Everyone, come closer, please,” I say, raising my voice to be heard. There’s eight men that were drawn by us and Ritter’s yelling. None of them move any closer to us. I look at Ritter, “Please ask them to come closer. I want them to hear what I say.”

Anger, dying out. Hope. Caution. Trepidation. Hope.

“Come closer, guys,” Ritter says. “The Captain from Regiment wants to say something.” The men start to slowly move forward. Instead of standing in a circle around us, they move closer to Ritter.

Bitterness. Caution. Fear. Hatred. I can see why Meyers likened this to PTSD.

“Thank you, gentlemen,” I say, once they are settled. “Yes, I am from Regiment. I’m Captain James Clinton. But I am not here in an official capacity. So please, if you have questions, call me Jim. I am sure you heard, actually, I am sure the whole neighborhood heard (that gets me one slight smile) if I am here out of the goodness of my heart. The answer is no, I am not. (Frowns. Distrust. Anger.) I am here out of the goodness of your heart, Ritter. (Surprise). Your heart, Jones. (Thank God everyone has their last name on their utility tops). Your heart, Campos. (surprise) And yours. And yours. And yours. (I say pointing to each and every one of them). I am here to help. (Thank you, Josh). Ritter asked me what steps we are taking. So far, what I know, is this: All the pending charges against seventeen of you, have been dropped. Yours has been dropped, correct, Ritter? (He nods his head yes). Forgive me for this next question but I don’t know all of you. Did anyone else here have charges against them? (heads nodding). I’m sure you know of those that did. (Head nods). Did you hear or did they tell you the charges were dropped? (A couple nodding their heads). Good. Because they were dropped.”

“Yeah, that helps them out,” another man sneers, “what about those of us that were already convicted?”

“Thank you, for that question, Cates,” I say, acknowledging him. “Your new CO, First Lieutenant David Meyers, has already initiated paperwork to get those convictions vacated. And, if you lost rank, he is working to backdate it so your previous rank will be reinstated along with the correct backpay, too.”

Hope. Eagerness. Anger. Excitement. Extra money always gets any military man excited. At least they seem to be listening and it’s no longer all anger.

“Yeah,” says another that I can’t read his name, “what’s this bullshit about a first lieutenant being our commanding officer? All he is, is a place holder until you guys find someone even worse that our previous CO.”

Anger. Resentment. Hostility. Depression.

That was quick.

“What? No. No! Is that what you’ve heard?” I ask bewildered. All of them nod their heads yes. “No. First Lieutenant Meyers is your new CO. Yes, it’s a bit unorthodox, but there has been precedent for it before. He is close to his time in grade for his captain’s board. But he is now, and will be, your CO. And think of this, too. Because he’s who he is, you, all of you (I say using my hands and arms to indicate them) will have a chance to help shape his command over this company. You know what went wrong before, right? (Head nods). You know what signs to look for, right? (Head nods). All of you here, hell, your entire company, has an opportunity to make this company the best, not only in the regiment, but in all of the Army. Do you want to pass on that opportunity? (Heads shaking)”

“That’s a lot to take on faith, Captain,” Ritter says. “Once burned, twice shy.” He’s cynical, but that’s natural. But, more importantly, hope radiates out from Ritter. Like a drowning man holding only to a life buoy, but it’s there.

“First of all, it’s Jim,” I say, pointing my index finger at him. “Second of all, it’s not faith. It’s fact. What I’ve told you is what he and the Regimental XO have told me personally. I’m sure you all have a lot of questions, let’s head over to the clearing and have a bitch session. You up for that?” There’s some smiles (finally!) and head nodding. There is some simmering resentment, though.

“We’ve got our work assignments to do,” someone in the back says. Anger. Resentment. Hatred. That’s understandable given what I have been told about Karl and his policies.

“I am the ranking officer here,” I say with a smile. “The Regimental XO brought me along and your CO knows I am here. Let someone try to tell me no.” That’s met with some barks of laughter. “C’mon, let’s go.”

And we do.
 

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Chapter 11​



We are deep into the bitch session. Man, is there ever a lot of pent up resentment and anger. And that’s just from nine of them. If the entire unit is like this, we’ve got our work cut out for us.

But it has been a good bitch session. Once it started, it kept going. I asked Ritter to start. He started to complain about the lack of oversite on Schmidt. Then another mentioned how some of the married men were confined to the barracks and couldn’t go back home to their wives. Another complained that some of the previously convicted men were still not drawing pay, as their conviction resulted, not only in a loss of rank, but a forfeiture of pay, too.

Earlier, before the bitch session, when it was mentioned that Meyers was just a place holder, that was the mildest rumor about him. At first, the men were hesitant to open up. That’s why I asked Ritter to start. When the men saw that I wasn’t reprimanding him, then they slowly started to open up. And once it opened up, it flooded out.

I must have lost track of time because I see Josh and Meyers, in the distance, walking towards us. When the others see them approaching, the mood starts to take a nosedive.

“Gentlemen,” I remind them gently, “both your CO and the regimental XO sent me here. They want to know what’s going on. Please, take a deep breath and relax. I promise you that there will be no retaliation from what we’ve been talking about.”

The group looks towards Ritter, as he is the ranking SNCO. Ritter has been very intent on what I’ve been saying and, more importantly, that I’ve been listening to them and taking notes.

Ritter holds my gaze for a few moments, as Josh and Meyers continue to walk toward us.

“I believe him,” he says. Immediately, the mood turns around. We all stand up and wait for them to get closer.

“At ease, men,” Josh says as we all start to straighten up to salute. We relax. “How is everything going?”

“Better than I thought it would, sir,” Ritter says to Josh.

“You don’t know how happy I am to hear that, Ritter,” Josh says, as he reaches out and shakes Ritter’s hand. “We are only as strong as our trust and faith in each other. We know we have a lot of work to do to re-earn that.”

“I think today was a good day for that, sir,” Ritter says as the handshake ends. “Captain Clinton reminded me of what the army should be.”

“Thanks, Ritter,” I say blushing a little. “This is how the army should always be. Looking out for each other.”

“Yes, sir,” he says, smiling at me. “I’m starting to remember that now, because of you.” He reaches out and shakes my hand. Then salutes me, then Josh, then Meyers. And he heads back to the barracks. The rest then follow his example.

As they shake my hand, I can tell that the mood has lightened. There’s still a couple of them that have reservations and at least one still has resentment. But that’s natural. Nothing is fixed overnight or in one bitch session. But one bitch session can do wonders. The last one shakes my hand and salutes us and leaves the three of us by ourselves.

Meyers is looking at me.

“What?” I say with a smile.

“I hope I can be as people friendly as you, one day, sir,” he says. “I go out and talk to the men as much as I can but I’ve never had them react like that to me.”

“People skills can take a while to learn,” I say, blushing slightly. “One thing that I learned a long time ago is this: Make people feel important and valuable. The army may be this big, giant machine, but we aren’t cogs. We’re still people.”

“You are the epitome of that, Sir,” he says. “Honestly, when you asked for the list to talk to the men, I didn’t think they would give you the time of day. With you being a captain. Because of Captain Schmidt, anyone that rank or higher seems to trigger that PTSD I was telling you about.”

“C’mon,” I say to the two of them. “Sit down for a moment.” We sit down at the table where the bitch session happened. “You are correct, Meyers. When I first asked for directions to Ritters quarters, I encountered that. Your men are very, very gun shy around the higher ranked brass.”

“How did you overcome that?” Josh asks.

“Ritter yelling at me and chewing me out, helped,” I say with a smile. “He vented his feelings loudly, drawing the men to watch what was going on. When I didn’t react negatively to that, and actively listened to what he was saying, that helped.”

“I want to improve morale in the unit,” Meyers says. “I don’t think I want each of them yelling at me, though, to accomplish that.”

“I agree with that,” I say, nodding my head. “Here’s a couple things you can do. First, were you aware that some of your men are confined to the barracks?”

“What?” Meyers says shocked. “There shouldn’t be anyone confined anymore. I found out about that when we visited the hospital. That was the first thing I did when I took over is to remove that restriction.”

“It hasn’t been,” I say. “One of the men I talked to said it was still going on.”

“I will go to each person and tell them that it’s removed,” Meyers says, angrily. “No one should be confined.”

“Bring your XO, too, Meyers,” I say. “That will help boost his credibility while also making it known you did remove that restriction. You need to find out where the ball was dropped on that.”

“Damn right I will,” he growls. “You said a couple things. What’s the second one?”

“When you go and talk to the men, what do you actually talk about?”

“I ask each of them how they are doing. What I can do to make things better,” he says.

“That’s great to start with. But, that’s also very surface level,” I say.

“What do you mean?” he asks leaning forward.

“Remember when Royce came to you to interview you?” I ask him.

“Of course, I do,” he says.

“How did you help him?” I ask.

“Well,” Meyers says slowly, remembering, “I told him he has good instincts but his questions weren’t deep.”

“Correct. Here, as the commanding officer, you have to be able to drill deep with your questions but, more importantly, make connections. How would you feel if I came up to the XO here, and asked him those questions, then, turned around and asked you those questions and then asked the next person the exact same questions?”

Meyers sits for a few moments.

“That my answer doesn’t really matter, the questions are generic,” he says.

“Correct. The last thing we want is to make the men feel that way. Have you read the book: How to Win Friends and Influence People, by Dale Carnegie? (Meyers shakes his head no). Get that book and read it. Then read it again. Highlight passages that resonate with you,” I tell him. “As the leader of this company, you can’t afford to be seen as unapproachable. You have to be able to connect with them.”

“Yes, sir,” Meyers says, standing up. Josh and I stand up, too. “I have to get those men released. I’ll ring the office and have them send the XO down here. Thank you, sir.” Meyers salutes us and we return it. Then he heads back towards his company, phone next to his ear. Josh and I watch as he walks and stops at a group of his men.

“Look at him,” I say with a smile, “becoming a better officer.”

“Yes,” Josh says beside me. “He’s going to do well.” We watch as Meyers engages with his men. “So, any thoughts?”

“Yeah,” I say, sitting back down. Josh does, too. “We have more than a morale problem with this company.”

“What did you find?” Josh says, leaning in.

“It’s little more of a hunch, but I’m damn sure of it,” I say. Josh looks at me expecting me to go on. “I think we have a traitor in this company.”

“That’s a pretty damning charge, Jim,” Josh says. “Why do you think that?”

“I saw all the signs of this when Matt was blackmailing me. I kept thinking over and over that he’d make a great intel officer. I just didn’t connect the dots that he was using our own tactics on me. That’s what’s going on here.

“It’s the only thing that makes sense, Josh. Someone, in this unit, is using our tactics against us. The moment his men heard that Karl was gone and being arrested, morale should have skyrocketed. It didn’t. The moment those seventeen men had their charges dropped, morale should have skyrocketed. It didn’t. When they were told that the chaplain was coming back, morale should have skyrocketed. It didn’t.

“There is an active campaign of disinformation and morale destabilization going on,” I conclude.

“We need to figure out who this person is, then,” Josh says. “Any idea who it could be?”

“No,” I say. “I highly doubt we would be so lucky as to find this person in the first group I talked to.”

“Do you have an idea on why this is happening?” Josh asks. “Why Meyers company?”

“That’s the wrong question, Josh, not Meyers company,” I say, “Karl’s company. What was Karl up to? What would he have done if he got the regimental XO position? We need to find Karl and we need to find who is doing this.”

“Could Karl and this person still be in contact with each other?” Josh asks.

“Sure,” I say, shrugging my shoulders, “why not? At this point, it’s all conjecture. Your guess is as good as mine. If we go down that rabbit hole, we could presume the traitor is the one who helped hide Karl and helped him get off base. Here’s a question back at you: Do we tell Meyers? He’s got enough pressure on him already. Do we want to add conjecture to it, too?”

“Is it conjecture?” Josh asks, looking right at me.

“No,” I sigh. “This feels right, Josh.”

“Then we have to tell him,” Josh says. “We can’t tell everyone that we have full faith in him and then keep this from him. That would be devastating to him. And his men if it gets out.”

“And the major?” I ask, looking at Josh.

“He put me in charge of this, while he deals with the fallout of Karl,” Josh says. Then he goes silent. His right index finger tapping the table as he thinks. “Right now, it’s conjecture that said traitor and Karl are working together. But, if this is something that Karl has a hand in, we need to let him know. I’ll inform him of our thoughts on this. Bottom line, it’s his regiment, he needs to know what’s going on in it.” And with that, we get up and head back to the office.