What opened your bi side?

[diver6]

That’s strange. My media is open to all registered members.

It says you limit who sees it.

 

[Frank240]

It says you limit who sees it.

Weird. I just double checked. I like sharing my activities.

 

[lycraluvr223]

I am a closeted bi in that I spend a lot of time on this site looking at and jerking off to pics and vids of cocks. Married w kids. Live straight. Love women sexually, emotionally, and romantically.

Never been with a guy, even growing up, but I fantasize about it all the time. Never seen another man’s erection in person. But I really want to. My bi-side sort of evolved as I became more at one with my own penis and my masturbation and edging skills advanced.

The explosion of internet porn really opened doors to explore my curiosity without being outed. Tumblr was another major journey of being able to endlessly just stare at cocks in all their wonderful shapes, sizes, and states. LPSG took my desires to a whole new level. I love sharing my cock pics knowing that some dudes are getting off on them. Now I almost exclusively surf for cocks (especially cumming cocks) to the point where I often orgasm without any physical stimulus. No desire for anal or kissing guys. Just cock and cum.

Still married and no intention to cheat. But I sure blow a lot of cum when fantasizing about what it would really feel like to touch another boner and all the ways to make it cum. Bi-side is wide open and full throttle. I’m just not acting on it yet.

Same here. Glad to hear that I am not the only one who feels that. I love drawing cocks. Would love to rub my face on a lycra covered bulge.

Dang what decades ago you had a gloryhole experience in the service? Which branch? Combat or garrison?

Army fort sill Oklahoma 84 Lawton weapons support radar tech artillery counter fire 26b sux month ait

 

[lycraluvr223]

Dang what decades ago you had a gloryhole experience in the service? Which branch? Combat or garrison?

I remember that so vividly like it was yesterday. Seeing a soft cock pulls slowly in the flickering light. My video was two girls ,a white girl seduction of an Asian girl. Perked , through,git nervous, tounge then cock emerge, suddenly I'm on my knees mesmerized at a cock inches away from me.delirous , I lick taste,then suck it for awhile before wanting to get sucked. He sucked so furiously that I came soon then I tried to leave. He caught me in the hallway asking if I wanted to go home with him. I guess part of me did but I went back on post then pretended it never happened for years,decades till the feeling came back up. Fast forward and now to here .

 

[lycraluvr223]

I remember that so vividly like it was yesterday. Seeing a soft cock pulls slowly in the flickering light. My video was two girls ,a white girl seduction of an Asian girl. Perked , through,git nervous, tounge then cock emerge, suddenly I'm on my knees mesmerized at a cock inches away from me.delirous , I lick taste,then suck it for awhile before wanting to get sucked. He sucked so furiously that I came soon then I tried to leave. He caught me in the hallway asking if I wanted to go home with him. I guess part of me did but I went back on post then pretended it never happened for years,decades till the feeling came back up. Fast forward and now to here .

The first erotic art art I did was to recreate the event in art form to analyze the event.

 

[lycraluvr223]

Weird. I just double checked. I like sharing my activities.

I'll change it, thanks.

 

[lycraluvr223]

Dang what decades ago you had a gloryhole experience in the service? Which branch? Combat or garrison?

Army 83 ft sill Oklahoma at what they called the strip. Strip joints, bookstores. Afterwards I pretended it never happened and for years,decades that was it. When something inside me rose to the surface the first thing I did was to first relive it by remembering event fully like I was there again, drawing it, analyze the feeling which led me to wonder what would have happened if I went home with him. That led to more art, storyboard and more cock art and how I found this place.

 

[lycraluvr223]

You need to understand your sexuality and you won't know unless you have sex with another man. It is very different than fantasizing or watching porn to be physically intimate with another dude. You will either love it or find it unappealing. Talk with your wife and discuss how you feel. You might find she is open to the idea of you exploring gay sex.

I'm going to have to explore it because I've been inching closer and closer to this and there has to be something to all this. I can see it in the porn I watch, the art I draw. I'm closer than I've ever been.

 

[steveh9]

What opened my bi side, I think, came from being a nudist. I began to notice guys dicks a lot. Loved seeing them, then saw some that were hard, which made me hard. First time I was sucked by a guy was at a nudist resort, which made me want to suck a dick even more. So I did and found I loved it

 

[doreymike]

My first realization was when my friends and I found a bunch of straight porn magazines dumped in the woods (ah, the days before the internet!). Most of the pictures were just naked women but there were a few hardcore spreads with the women getting fucked. I found myself attracted to the men as much as the women. Other than a few fumbling encounters, I didn’t act on my attraction to men very much until I discovered Craigslist personals on my mid-20’s (ah, the days of Craigslist personals!).

 

[lycraluvr223]

My first realization was when my friends and I found a bunch of straight porn magazines dumped in the woods (ah, the days before the internet!). Most of the pictures were just naked women but there were a few hardcore spreads with the women getting fucked. I found myself attracted to the men as much as the women. Other than a few fumbling encounters, I didn’t act on my attraction to men very much until I discovered Craigslist personals on my mid-20’s (ah, the days of Craigslist personals!).

I cut the guys cock out and made it a 3d poo up scene. . I started noticing cocks more and more . Something deep inside was churning in me.

 

[lycraluvr223]

I cut the guys cock out and made it a 3d poo up scene. . I started noticing cocks more and more . Something deep inside was churning in me.

Then I started loving lycra. Bike shorts , speedos, thongs. They look sexy and the feel so good. Shimmery,,tight, seeing the shape of a cocks share.

 

[doreymike]

Then I started loving lycra. Bike shorts , speedos, thongs. They look sexy and the feel so good. Shimmery,,tight, seeing the shape of a cocks share.

Interesting that I had the same inclination. I was turned on by friends wearing Lycra shorts, or even seeing them in their dressers or laundry pile. I had a neighbor who was on a club swim team. He invited me to one of their meets one time and the site of him and all the other guys in their Speedos nearly sent me over the edge!

 

[rmhetz]

Army 83 ft sill Oklahoma at what they called the strip. Strip joints, bookstores. Afterwards I pretended it never happened and for years,decades that was it. When something inside me rose to the surface the first thing I did was to first relive it by remembering event fully like I was there again, drawing it, analyze the feeling which led me to wonder what would have happened if I went home with him. That led to more art, storyboard and more cock art and how I found this place.

I think all the Army bases must have a area outside the front gate. At Ft. Bliss TX, El Paso had Dyer St. right outside the front gate. Bars, strip joints, XXX theaters. Before I had joined I had been sucking my buddy's cock regularly, but thought that part of my life was over. After leaving a XXX theater a guy pulled up and asked if I wanted a ride, thinking nothing of it I said sure and hopped in. A short time down the road he asked if I wanted to fool around. At first I said no, then thought why not. I found out that I didn't just like sucking my buddy's cock but liked sucking cock period.

 

[deleted28332121]

I have craved to suck a cock and get fucked for as long as I can remember, just never found the opportunity. I absolutely love women, but something about sucking and swallowing a cock, and/ or getting fucked by a guy, gets me horny as hell!

 

[steveh9]

I think being a nudist helped my along to my bi side. Seeing all those dicks got me excited - so I tried it and found i loved it

 

[deleted28995841]

I had moved to the west coast and had just broken up with a guy I was dating (cute but alcoholic, horrible top, mean) and decided to go out that night. Hit a normal gay club I had always gone to (with hook up success) when I went upstairs to a drink. The only person at the bar was a very pretty lesbian who was crying (her gf had just broken up with her). I bought her a drink and we spent the rest of the night talking about our failed love life. I drove her home - she asked me to stay over (2am) so I slept on the couch (exhausted). Next day after the rudimentary coffee-breakfast-hangover we went out and had a freaking *fantastic* day together sight seeing. Over the next two months we went out, partied, danced, ate, went to movies - veritable partners (without sex).

One night we went out and got caught in a major thunderstorm and got soaked as we ran into a club. We bought drinks and got as dry as we could: she was not wearing a bra and had like a tit hardon. At midnight I drove her home and the same routine: I was going to sleep on the couch. As we walked in (wet) she looked at me and i immediately kissed her. Not out of sexual interest but like her I was SO fucking horny. We kissed for 20 minutes then ran to her bedroom and she laid on top of me frotting my dick with her pussy: we didn’t fuck but she came hard. She literally cried after cumming (her nut was deep). After we showered, kissed then went to bed, spooned. We woke up a few hours later kissing. She had me fuck her doggy and let me bust deep in her (I had 4 weeks of saved up load). That nut was the most amazing I’ve ever experienced.

Sex began great then morphed into a routine. We began fucking non-stop but only doggy. Missionary for her was “too fucking personal” so we never did it. She wouldn’t let me shoot on her or in her again so when I came I pulled out and shot on her sheets. Having NO clue how to eat pussy she pretty much guided me through it until i could get her off pretty quick in the morning. Her nuts were loud, verbal, physical. After her nut she always went quiet, cold.

Then we settled into what I considered a weird, structured sexual routine:

• she would ride me but not look at me;
• I could fuck her doggy but not cum
• I had to eat her out until she nutted
• no more sex or cuddling after yhat
(She would always shower alone after)

The end came when we were drunk at a party and I blurted out, “I love you.”

She changed her #, moved & never spoke to me again.

But that fired my desire for women.

Over the years I’ve met up with some phenom women and the sex has been great. But the pretty lesbian was my first.

 

[deleted28504631]

Honestly? Pretty sure it was watching shirtless Chris Hemsworth in the first Thor movie as a teen. It was like fireworks went off in my head and my dick. Shirtless Chris Evans in the first Captain America movie confirmed it further and then shirtless Henry Cavill in the first Superman movie left no doubts.

I guess you could say Marvel and DC made me bi.

 

[albertahard]

I had an old boss who was a swinger and he was telling us stories of some of his escapades one night while drinking. He was detailing a group situation he had been in and said after he had slipped out of the woman one of the other men grabbed him and slipped him back in.
The thought of that stuck with me and as I began browsing and sharing on some websites I started seeing forum posts about mens heteroflexible/ bisexual experiences. They would get me so arouses I would seek out that kind of those kind of stories so often. I started looking for bisexual porn as well and it all eventually led me to some men’s masturrbating websites. I have met up with a couple of guys and developed some friendships that way as I continue to explore my bi side

 

[AgHarley]

I had moved to the west coast and had just broken up with a guy I was dating (cute but alcoholic, horrible top, mean) and decided to go out that night. Hit a normal gay club I had always gone to (with hook up success) when I went upstairs to a drink. The only person at the bar was a very pretty lesbian who was crying (her gf had just broken up with her). I bought her a drink and we spent the rest of the night talking about our failed love life. I drove her home - she asked me to stay over (2am) so I slept on the couch (exhausted). Next day after the rudimentary coffee-breakfast-hangover we went out and had a freaking *fantastic* day together sight seeing. Over the next two months we went out, partied, danced, ate, went to movies - veritable partners (without sex).

One night we went out and got caught in a major thunderstorm and got soaked as we ran into a club. We bought drinks and got as dry as we could: she was not wearing a bra and had like a tit hardon. At midnight I drove her home and the same routine: I was going to sleep on the couch. As we walked in (wet) she looked at me and i immediately kissed her. Not out of sexual interest but like her I was SO fucking horny. We kissed for 20 minutes then ran to her bedroom and she laid on top of me frotting my dick with her pussy: we didn’t fuck but she came hard. She literally cried after cumming (her nut was deep). After we showered, kissed then went to bed, spooned. We woke up a few hours later kissing. She had me fuck her doggy and let me bust deep in her (I had 4 weeks of saved up load). That nut was the most amazing I’ve ever experienced.

Sex began great then morphed into a routine. We began fucking non-stop but only doggy. Missionary for her was “too fucking personal” so we never did it. She wouldn’t let me shoot on her or in her again so when I came I pulled out and shot on her sheets. Having NO clue how to eat pussy she pretty much guided me through it until i could get her off pretty quick in the morning. Her nuts were loud, verbal, physical. After her nut she always went quiet, cold.

Then we settled into what I considered a weird, structured sexual routine:

• she would ride me but not look at me;
• I could fuck her doggy but not cum
• I had to eat her out until she nutted
• no more sex or cuddling after yhat
(She would always shower alone after)

The end came when we were drunk at a party and I blurted out, “I love you.”

She changed her #, moved & never spoke to me again.

But that fired my desire for women.

Over the years I’ve met up with some phenom women and the sex has been great. But the pretty lesbian was my first.

Wow, what an interesting story. Thanks for sharing.