When I started to have a sexual attraction towards men I was scared that if I dipped my toe then there was no going back. For some, that's how it is and that's perfectly fine and normal. We're all different. For me, once I actually started to have sexual experiences with men, I discovered that it's fun but not as deep as it is with women. Still lots of fun though. Coming to terms with that was hard and still is something that comes up on occasion. Weeks go by that I don't think about men but then once I do it's like I forget women exist. That's just how it is for me and all our experiences vary. What's important is to acknowledge your feelings and know they're valid, no matter if you lean more to one side or are just perfectly in the middle. If those feelings are there, you're bi. Welcome to the club.