If you've been following along with my LMT escapades here, you know things are escalating rapidly. Yesterday they went full throttle.
She came over for a mobile massage, we agreed that this time we'd both get each other off. Of course I wasn't sure if she'd actually go through with it, but getting me off was a given since its been three times in a row she's made me burst.
I was down first, no sheet, and she did her usual rub only it wasn't as deep as its been, this was more of an enjoyable massage, some deep spots worked out, but mostly just super nice. More sensual maybe. On my flip she was topless again. Discussion was kind of light, not as explicit as its been. She massaged my perineum intensely and I had two prostate orgasms, but my cock was not super active. Although when she rubbed her breasts on my leg as she worked on me that made me rise a bit!
She asked what's next, I got up and said okay your turn, and she was really happy I wanted to give her a massage too. She took her little shorts off, totally nude on the table for me. I'm still naked. Gave her a nice rub down, she didn't want me to do anything deep or "real" because she's getting some areas worked out by a professional and I could move something or do something to set her back. Hands between her thighs, I was pulling up on her legs from the inside and her pussy was right there. She was already getting wet, I could smell her, it was a bit intoxicating to say the least.
She flipped and it was nice to see her fully nude. So I worked on her legs and arms a little, and I said "damn your pussy is just right there, like, fuuuuuuuck" and she said "you can rub it, she's lonely!" I obliged, and gave her a nice yoni massage to start with just for a couple minutes, outer labia stroking really nice and squeezing and pushing inward to massage inner labia and clit. If you want to warm up a woman, this is how you do it! She was getting very aroused, heavy breathing, lip biting, flushing. I then started running my middle finger up and down her slit and could feel wetness pushing through from inside. I started to stroke a little deeper; she responded very strongly. I rubbed her clit really soft and gentle, she started to stir a bit more. I dipped my finger down to just see how wet she was, and it was like a fucking river omg. Even she was surprised! I slowly started to enter her with just middle finger, and she grabbed my hand and pushed it further into her and held me there, so I massaged her clit, her pussy was wide open and extremely soaking wet, g-spot was swollen. I then worked in my ring finger and started doing a shallow massage, tickling her g-spot and not going too deep, too pokey, or too fast. Left hand was free so I rubbed her clit. This set her off and she came really hard. Yes! She felt a lot of relief, and it was cool because she said she only cums really well from cock in her. So I kept going at it, there was no reason to stop at this point. I made her cum again pretty fast.
Well I hadn't cum, and I hadn't cum in 12 days at that point, so there was this thing if she'd give me head, because her "rule" was if she sucks me I have to fuck her. She was like "why don't you just put it in me?" as she held my cock in her hand while my fingers were in her pussy, it was fucking erotic and I wanted it so bad. I couldn't though, she knows, I know, we knew, I couldn't fuck her. I said "I'd need a condom and I'm a terrible condom wearer I can't make it work" and I can't, I put a condom on and I go soft fast, I've only worn a condom for sex like twice in the last 10 years! So we decided we wouldn't have sex it was for the best, but that we'd sit on the couch.
I sat down first, bad idea, because she sat on me straddling me!! Then she got my flaccid cock against her pussy and ground on it really good, made me hard, it was so hot and sexy, and although at first she pulled away from kissing me, she gave in because I wanted to kiss her, and we kissed, hard, and it was amazing. I hadn't had a kiss like that in over 10 years, my wife can't even lick her own lips from her past surgeries, so while kissing her is so hot and amazing, I just miss the full on intact kissing like we used to do. And it was a great experience and it felt different to me, like just making out with a friend instead of a love kind of thing. I don't love my LMT, we're friendly at this point, but I'm not romantically involved with her or want a relationship; I don't want to leave my wife or find someone to replace her; I am not fighting with my wife about anything in fact we are having a ball right now, so much fun all the time, cute games and laughing all day and night; I just wanted to have this "life experience" of sexual play with another woman. If anything it was therapeutic for me. Grinding on my cock gave her what she wanted and she came super hard on me; grinding, she said, is a thing that always gets her off, just the body contact, even through clothing, gets her to cum very hard. It was amazing to have her writhing around on top of me, vocal, really into it, and cumming her brains out, super cool to experience, and she hadn't cum in a while so she needed it.
After that I was like what can we do now, can you suck me? And I was standing and she got on her knees and swallowed my semi, and then got me hard and swallowed me so deep she licked my balls, all my balls!! No hands the whole time too, she is an adept at blowjobs, she was NOT kidding when she said she has no gag reflex. OMG I couldn't believe it, never imagined getting head like this from anyone. She blew me for minutes on end, deepthroat the whole time, but I got way ahead of myself and needed to lay down on the table.
Then she literally blew me for 45 straight minutes. She couldn't get enough, I asked her to stop if she didn't want to keep going, but she's addicted to cock and apparently now, my cock. I couldn't force her to stop if I tried omg her technique, it was beyond crazy. I would get close and then lose it, and then close and lose it, like 6 times. Normally I cum instantly with her, this time it was just like my body and brain needed to get as much of this feeling in as possible, and I was insatiable and didn't want to cum because then it would be over. After a while she used lotion and her hands, but it wasn't enough, she said she wanted to drain me into her mouth, so she sucked me more anyway. After almost an hour my poor cock was tired, worn out, and desensitized
I desperately wanted to cum (I probably should've cum the day before so I wasn't so keyed up needing release so bad, it psyched me out pretty bad) but I just couldn't, so we finished with the agreement next time I see her, she's going to "finish what she started" and she wants to swallow all my cum, she demanded it, and that's what's happening next massage I get from her.
We hung out naked together talking another hour or so, and she packed up and went on her way. She kept being wet though, she went to the bathroom to wipe like 4 more times and it just kept pouring out. She wanted sex for real and wants my cock so bad now. I told her if allowed I'd totally have an FWB relationship with her, but I can't do that, I don't think my wife would open our marriage up like that, although, my LMT really just wants sex very badly, for the fun and fuck of it, and she's not looking for a relationship. I couldn't date her either, she's super cool, but not my type for a relationship. She is my type for platonic fucking though!!! We agreed we're both each other's type for sex, and only sex. So its a dilemma, and I don't know what the future will bring, but this is where we're at right now.
I never dreamed of anything like this in my life. I never even thought anyone giving me a massage would do 1% of what she does to me. She admitted, and at this point, she doesn't lie to me about a thing, that she hasn't done this for any other guy and isn't doing this for anyone at all, its just that I was so cool to her, trustworthy, and normal and nice, that she didn't feel creeped out or weirded out by me at all. Most guys get creepy and ask for favors, make suggestive comments that come off really poorly, and it turns her off. I told her with me, you led the way, you pushed it further each time, I even tried to call you out on what you were doing or what was happening, and you played it off! She said yah, she admitted that during my first massage she pretty much wanted my cock and wanted to suck it and fuck me, it was fast for her, I guess I turned her on upon meeting her, so it was a slow burn for her to work up to what happened yesterday, its been 7 months since I first started getting work from her, so it was exciting for her, and me, that what we did together was actually happening.
I asked her before she left, "so what do we do now, what happens in future massages?" She said "I don't know, who knows it'll be a mystery you'll just have to guess." I could see sometimes not even getting a sexual favor and just getting a straight up amazing massage, which I still need, the sex stuff is nice but I do need work! She's going to be so hot for my cock now, though, and maybe if she's okay with me using fingers and her sucking me off, that's what we can do together, at least every now and then.
My wife's HRT is getting on track and she's feeling a bit more frisky now. Maybe another 2 weeks and we can have pain-free sex; right now, just me inserting myself into her makes her hurt and sore for like 3 days
I can't wait, she can't wait, for her libido and body to get back to where they were last winter, when we were fucking 20-45 minutes nonstop no pain, her pussy was extremely wet like mad, and it was fun and energetic, playful adventurous sex. My wife wants that back bad! It'll come. But in the meantime, its nice to get some relief from my LMT. Again, I'm very far from thinking "I want to be in a relationship with my LMT, not my wife" if anything I'm even further from that notion now after making out with her. This has been a wild, wild ride this year and its kept me interested and turned on in ways I haven't felt in a long time, which is super fun. But at the end of the day, hanging with my wife after work on weeknights, going on dates, going to parks, vacations, talking in the morning, watching fun shows/movies together, that's where its at and where my head and heart are at