You captured perfectly the feeling of excitement a lot of us know very well. Too bad those days are mostly gone. I still remember those days and three guys specifically. It is pretty amazing how some of our memories do not fade. I’ll share one story, the first guy.
This is really well written and articulates a lot of the feelings many of us had — and some of what we still experience when we see a “crush” naked. That guy sounds really hot and I actually got boned up reading it!
I find these stories fascinating. It sounds like you knew you had an attraction to guys but this guy drew out the physical specifics, for example, his legs, ass and nipples. Although it was different for me, I can see why you were so drawn into the urge to see him naked when you had a chance. And I can see why you were so nervous, had so many thoughts to process and were so horny you jacked off in the woods afterwards.
I think my discoveries of physical attributes were more subtle. I don’t remember a single guy who I saw a lot of, including naked, and realized that I was into nipples. Instead nipples started looking attractive and then I noticed them on every guy!
I have memories of seeing guys naked in the locker room and showers in those early days and knowing I was attracted to what I saw, especially when they were hung. And I remember, like you, wondering what it was like to walk through the locker room like a “normal” guy and not think anything about seeing a hot guy in the showers or wanting to see a particular guy’s cock.
I’ve had many crushes through the years but I don’t remember one specific guy from those early days that “I finally got to see naked” — although it’s happened plenty since. It was more like showering with a hot guy or just happening to see someone naked in the locker room and they looked really good!
Your story made me recall a guy who was really hot and who I had not seen around before the day I saw him naked. My family belonged to a community swim club similar to the one you described. In the men’s locker room you had to pass by the open shower area to get to the urinals and toilets. It wasn’t a bustling locker room but it wasn’t unusual for several guys to be in there and a couple of guys showering. And sometimes there would be a guy showering who was worth looking at. One day I walked in and there was one other guy in there who was showering. As I walked over to the restroom area I looked into the showers. His back was to me. He had an athletic build and a nice ass. Like your experience there was only time for a quick glance as I was walking by. I looked away and thought wow, he looks hot, I wonder how the front looks. I looked in again and he had turned around. He had a good looking face, hairy chest and a BIG cock! It was long and thick and one of the biggest I’d seen in person to that date. It was one of those moments when you think to yourself, “Holy shit! Did I just see that.” I kept walking. As I was taking a leak I kept hoping I would get another view as I left and wished there was a way to rush taking a leak because I wanted to see him before I lost my chance. I finished up and as I was walking by the showers he was still in there and I got to take in another view of him and his big fucking dick. He wasn’t looking towards me and no one else was in the locker room so I held my eyes on him taking in his hot naked body. I walked out and joined my friends and, like you, was distracted by what I had just seen. He walked out and while older (early 20’s) joined a group of people I recognized from my neighborhood and school (but didn’t really know). When I got home I couldn’t wait to pull out my dick and jack off thinking about that guy!
About a month later I saw him again in the locker room. This time there were a few guys showering. One was an old guy, one was a decent looking guy, also probably in his 20’s, and the third was this guy. He looked just as hot as the first time I saw him and that big cock was proudly on display. As I walked by I heard him talking about his run. Listening to the conversation as I took a leak I figured out he was a runner, went for a run, came to the swim club, showered and went for a swim. I finished up and when I walked by the showers on my way out. He had finished showering and stepped out and was drying off still chatting with the guys showering. As I walked by him I was about two feet away and I looked right at his big dick, the big veins running along the length of his shaft, the large prominent cock head and pee slit and his egg-sized balls. I jacked off many times thinking about him and his big cock. That summer I saw him a few more times but I didn’t see him naked again. Each time I saw him I undressed him with my eyes and thought about that big dick.
The following year I became friends with a guy in the neighborhood who was in that group “Runner Guy” joined after showering that first time I saw him. Turns out Runner Guy was the older half brother of my new friend. One day I was at my friend’s house and he walked in. I was surprised and it was everything I could do to not act surprised. We were introduced and when I had a chance I of course checked out the bulge in his jeans and couldn’t stop thinking about his big cock! I still remember thinking he looked even more handsome than the year before. We were introduced and as my friend and I hung out in the rec room I learned he had graduated college a year earlier, was living a couple of hours away and would drop by to visit about once a month. Forward to that summer several of us were hanging out. There was a guy from the neighborhood with us that day who we knew, but wasn’t a regular in this friends group, and was older than us, between our ages and Runner Guy’s age. He was a good looking guy, I kind of wondered about him (as in early gaydar), but I didn’t see him often enough to really think too much about him. It was just guys in the group and the conversation turned to sex. Who was rumored to be banging who. Something someone had seen in a porn movie. Some girl with big tits. All the usual stuff. Then the conversation turned to big cocks (always a favorite of mine although I had to act “normal”). The guy who wasn’t a regular among our group said, “You know who has a big dick? Runner Guy!” Another guy said, “Oh yeh. He fucked so-and-so’s older sister and the rumor was he’s hung like a porn star.” A couple of guys looked over to my friend who had a blank look on his face. He shrugged, shook his head and said, “I’ve never seen his cock.” Then the guy (who brought it up) said, “Dude. The first year I was on the baseball team he was also on the team. Everybody knew he had a big cock.” He held up his hands, one above the other, and using his index fingers showed the length of Runner Guy’s cock. Most of the guys laughed, said “Dang!”, “Get outta here” or “No way!” I stood there thinking, “Yep. That’s really how big it is and he’s hot!” The guy continued, “Everybody on the team saw it every time we showered. Guys used to joke about it. They would say things like if we ever broke all of our bats we could use Runner Guy’s cock. Runner Guy always took it in good fun.” My friend just sat there with a look on his face like “I can’t believe we’re talking about Runner Guy’s cock!” The guy added, “His soft cock is much bigger than most guys’ hardons. He’s obviously a show’er so he probably doesn’t get much bigger when hard. But still his hard dick must be huge.” The conversation moved on. I stood there thinking about Runner Guy’s big dick and began connecting the dots why this other guy was so into talking about Runner Guy’s dick and how he knew about other guys’ hardons. lol
About 10 years later I ran into him at the mall while I was back home visiting family. My parents had moved across town and I had changed a lot (I started lifting and swimming in college and had a much bigger build and frankly became better looking in general). I walked up to him and he obviously didn’t recognize me. I introduced myself and he remembered and apologized for not recognizing me. He was super nice, updated me on my friend (his half brother) and asked about my family. He introduced me to his wife who was really pretty and about a foot shorter than him. They had moved back to the area several years before. As we caught up I managed to get in a couple of glances down at his crotch in his jeans. Sure enough you could tell he was packing in some meat! All I could think was how does this petite woman take his big cock! lol
Anyway, @fcviewer , thanks for sharing your “Finally Seeing Someone Naked” story.