It is this emotional pain that you are feeding off. It's a deep ache like a physical wound. J have been there also. This is an unrequited pain that you have had for years when you were in the closet.
Heal that pain and take the focus away from the guy. He is just triggering a pain that has long existed. Until you treat the actual pain of desiring someone and not being able to satisfy that longing you will encounter this situation again and again with different unavailable men. I speak from my own experience so hopefully I am not projecting.
Heal that pain and take the focus away from the guy. He is just triggering a pain that has long existed. Until you treat the actual pain of desiring someone and not being able to satisfy that longing you will encounter this situation again and again with different unavailable men. I speak from my own experience so hopefully I am not projecting.
