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Crap, he’s right.
“Luckily,” he says, drawing out that word, “I’ve got a solution.”
“What is it?” I ask him.
He gets up and starts to take off his jacket. “You can wear mine,” he says. “We’re about the same size, in the chest.” As he takes off his jacket, I start to take mine off. Then that Intel Officer in me starts that comparison. He’s got a six pack. Damn. I am lean, not defined. Matt is lean, too, although you can see the outline of four abs. He’s got a chest full of hair. I’ve only got a smattering and Matt doesn’t have any,
Fuck. Now, I am comparing everyone to Matt.
My owner.
Fucker is STILL in my head.
“What will your Sgt say when you come back without a shirt?” I ask him.
“My Sgt knows when to keep his mouth shut,” he says with a grin.
“Oh really,” I drawl, with a big grin.
“Yes, really," he drawls back. "Where is your shirt, by the way,” Josh asks, handing me his.
“I put it down my right trouser leg,” I say, as I put his shirt on. Its tight on my chest. So, I’m a little bigger than Josh is. Even my biceps feel too big as his sleeve stretches to accommodate my arms. Both those facts make me feel better.
“Let me have it,” he says.
“What?” I ask dumbly.
“Consider it a trade,” he said. “Give it here.”
I can’t really fault his reasoning. I can’t see Josh as trapping me with my shirt as he has me dead to rights, right now. I undo my pants and let them fall to the floor.
“Whoa,” Jim says. “Rumor mill had you as packing, Jim. Shit, me and my no married/partner policy. Your wife is lucky. How big are you?”
I grab my shirt from around my ankle and hold it up for him. “Nine by five, hard. Limp varies but never smaller than six inches.”
“Jesus, you do make a mess, Jim,” he said, taking it and looking at it before stuffing it in the cargo pocket of his trousers. “You hang soft just as much as I am hard.”
“If I ever need a stand in,” I begin with a smile.
“Don’t look at me,” he laughs. “I’m all bottom. I’d rather have a cock in my ass, than have to top someone.”
“Okay,” I ask, buttoning up my jacket. “How do I look?”
“Better than that porn photo pose you had,” he said, smacking my shoulder.
We head out. I re-lock the door behind us. We make our way to the front door and there is Josh’s ride.
“Do you want us to give you a ride back to the officer?” he asks?
“Sure,” I say, “thank you.”
A few minutes later, they drop me off and I watch them for a few minutes getting smaller in the distance.
Thinking.
I turn around and head in, drop off the keys to the O.I.C. and head out to me car.
I’ve got a lot to think about.
As I get into my Corvette, I sit for a few minutes, thinking. I tend to do that.
I admitted to myself that Matt owns me.
There’s no other way to describe it.
I can’t think of a way to get out of It, short of breaking the law and being sent to jail for life. So far, I have to give him credit. He certainly knows how to flex his power. And his cock, I chuckle.
Crap…really, Jim?
Sigh
He’s got me exactly where he wants me to be.
Controlled by him.
Used by him.
Thinking about him even when he’s not standing before me, as I kneel.
Even after that first orgasm, my thought was if I can make Matt feel that way, too.
I’ve even admitted I like his cum.
Shit, I can see where this is going. I’m going to want to learn how to deep throat him. I’m going to want his cum. I’m going to want to please him.
Fuck, I already do.
Captain Cocksucker, at your service, Sir!
Once I learn how to deep throat him, then what?
He’s already told me he’s going to fuck me.
Lord, that scares me. He’s so very thick!
I sit for a moment.
I’m not worried about his length. It's like, sure, Jim. You can take a five, six, seven inch cock up your ass with no worries. I've thought about this hundreds of times before.
NOT
It’s his width that scares me.
I need to prepare for that day.
I need to do some research on how…
OH MY GOD
I’m already getting ready, it's in my head, for him to fuck me.
It’s there, in my thoughts now. Just like my thought that I am going to get hard in his presence.
Once there, it stays there until activated!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCKITY FUCK FUCK
Damn it, calm the fuck down.
I’ve been doing nothing but reacting, this entire time.
I start the car and head for him, HOME, still thinking.
Today hasn’t been all that bad, I think.
Yes, he totally proved he owned me, this morning, in bed, in the shower, fuck that was scary.
However, he really proved it, when I stopped the car.
I just reached for his cock.
I could have just driven by him.
Will I drive by him the next time it's just us? Or will I stop, as he will want me to?
Fuck, I already know the answer.
And when he asked me what I wanted to do, I could have just drove off.
I just reached for his cock.
Yeah, I think sarcastically, today hasn’t been bad AT ALL!
However, whenever I think of Char, all that mental turbulence goes away.
She is my calm. I have to keep her at the center of my thoughts.
But he wants to fuck her, Friday.
Two days from today.
I already told him I would make it happen.
How the fuck am I going to make that happen?
What if I fail? What if I can’t make it happen?
Will he take me back to the shower? Oh Lord, I hope not.
I start shaking at that thought.
He actually triggered my terror during waterboarding training. And that happened years ago.
He may not have realized it, but with one piss stream, he broke me.
Just like training did.
But he thinks it was because I thought he was going to fuck me, not the piss/water boarding.
But once I was at work, everything was fine.
It only happened when Char texted me.
The masturbation sessions were because of Char!
The afterthoughts were of Matt!
I stop shaking!
Is that my mental defense?
I can still obey Matt. I can still be his Captain Cocksucker for him. Am I thinking that with pride? Or a longing I never knew was there?
No matter what he does to me, as long as I can keep Char in my thoughts, THAT could be my saving grace.
But there is still Friday.
Crap.
I drive by Matt’s house and I see mine a little further down the road. Was it just here, this morning, that I sucked him off again? Swallowed his cum, while in uniform? In my car?
Yeah, it was.
I like his cum.
Fuck.
I pull into my driveway and see Char’s car in front of the garage.
As I pull up, I see her at the porch. And I recognize who she is talking to.
He’s still in those damned running shorts.
And they are talking to each other!
What’s going on here??
Fuck!
“Luckily,” he says, drawing out that word, “I’ve got a solution.”
“What is it?” I ask him.
He gets up and starts to take off his jacket. “You can wear mine,” he says. “We’re about the same size, in the chest.” As he takes off his jacket, I start to take mine off. Then that Intel Officer in me starts that comparison. He’s got a six pack. Damn. I am lean, not defined. Matt is lean, too, although you can see the outline of four abs. He’s got a chest full of hair. I’ve only got a smattering and Matt doesn’t have any,
Fuck. Now, I am comparing everyone to Matt.
My owner.
Fucker is STILL in my head.
“What will your Sgt say when you come back without a shirt?” I ask him.
“My Sgt knows when to keep his mouth shut,” he says with a grin.
“Oh really,” I drawl, with a big grin.
“Yes, really," he drawls back. "Where is your shirt, by the way,” Josh asks, handing me his.
“I put it down my right trouser leg,” I say, as I put his shirt on. Its tight on my chest. So, I’m a little bigger than Josh is. Even my biceps feel too big as his sleeve stretches to accommodate my arms. Both those facts make me feel better.
“Let me have it,” he says.
“What?” I ask dumbly.
“Consider it a trade,” he said. “Give it here.”
I can’t really fault his reasoning. I can’t see Josh as trapping me with my shirt as he has me dead to rights, right now. I undo my pants and let them fall to the floor.
“Whoa,” Jim says. “Rumor mill had you as packing, Jim. Shit, me and my no married/partner policy. Your wife is lucky. How big are you?”
I grab my shirt from around my ankle and hold it up for him. “Nine by five, hard. Limp varies but never smaller than six inches.”
“Jesus, you do make a mess, Jim,” he said, taking it and looking at it before stuffing it in the cargo pocket of his trousers. “You hang soft just as much as I am hard.”
“If I ever need a stand in,” I begin with a smile.
“Don’t look at me,” he laughs. “I’m all bottom. I’d rather have a cock in my ass, than have to top someone.”
“Okay,” I ask, buttoning up my jacket. “How do I look?”
“Better than that porn photo pose you had,” he said, smacking my shoulder.
We head out. I re-lock the door behind us. We make our way to the front door and there is Josh’s ride.
“Do you want us to give you a ride back to the officer?” he asks?
“Sure,” I say, “thank you.”
A few minutes later, they drop me off and I watch them for a few minutes getting smaller in the distance.
Thinking.
I turn around and head in, drop off the keys to the O.I.C. and head out to me car.
I’ve got a lot to think about.
As I get into my Corvette, I sit for a few minutes, thinking. I tend to do that.
I admitted to myself that Matt owns me.
There’s no other way to describe it.
I can’t think of a way to get out of It, short of breaking the law and being sent to jail for life. So far, I have to give him credit. He certainly knows how to flex his power. And his cock, I chuckle.
Crap…really, Jim?
Sigh
He’s got me exactly where he wants me to be.
Controlled by him.
Used by him.
Thinking about him even when he’s not standing before me, as I kneel.
Even after that first orgasm, my thought was if I can make Matt feel that way, too.
I’ve even admitted I like his cum.
Shit, I can see where this is going. I’m going to want to learn how to deep throat him. I’m going to want his cum. I’m going to want to please him.
Fuck, I already do.
Captain Cocksucker, at your service, Sir!
Once I learn how to deep throat him, then what?
He’s already told me he’s going to fuck me.
Lord, that scares me. He’s so very thick!
I sit for a moment.
I’m not worried about his length. It's like, sure, Jim. You can take a five, six, seven inch cock up your ass with no worries. I've thought about this hundreds of times before.
NOT
It’s his width that scares me.
I need to prepare for that day.
I need to do some research on how…
OH MY GOD
I’m already getting ready, it's in my head, for him to fuck me.
It’s there, in my thoughts now. Just like my thought that I am going to get hard in his presence.
Once there, it stays there until activated!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCKITY FUCK FUCK
Damn it, calm the fuck down.
I’ve been doing nothing but reacting, this entire time.
I start the car and head for him, HOME, still thinking.
Today hasn’t been all that bad, I think.
Yes, he totally proved he owned me, this morning, in bed, in the shower, fuck that was scary.
However, he really proved it, when I stopped the car.
I just reached for his cock.
I could have just driven by him.
Will I drive by him the next time it's just us? Or will I stop, as he will want me to?
Fuck, I already know the answer.
And when he asked me what I wanted to do, I could have just drove off.
I just reached for his cock.
Yeah, I think sarcastically, today hasn’t been bad AT ALL!
However, whenever I think of Char, all that mental turbulence goes away.
She is my calm. I have to keep her at the center of my thoughts.
But he wants to fuck her, Friday.
Two days from today.
I already told him I would make it happen.
How the fuck am I going to make that happen?
What if I fail? What if I can’t make it happen?
Will he take me back to the shower? Oh Lord, I hope not.
I start shaking at that thought.
He actually triggered my terror during waterboarding training. And that happened years ago.
He may not have realized it, but with one piss stream, he broke me.
Just like training did.
But he thinks it was because I thought he was going to fuck me, not the piss/water boarding.
But once I was at work, everything was fine.
It only happened when Char texted me.
The masturbation sessions were because of Char!
The afterthoughts were of Matt!
I stop shaking!
Is that my mental defense?
I can still obey Matt. I can still be his Captain Cocksucker for him. Am I thinking that with pride? Or a longing I never knew was there?
No matter what he does to me, as long as I can keep Char in my thoughts, THAT could be my saving grace.
But there is still Friday.
Crap.
I drive by Matt’s house and I see mine a little further down the road. Was it just here, this morning, that I sucked him off again? Swallowed his cum, while in uniform? In my car?
Yeah, it was.
I like his cum.
Fuck.
I pull into my driveway and see Char’s car in front of the garage.
As I pull up, I see her at the porch. And I recognize who she is talking to.
He’s still in those damned running shorts.
And they are talking to each other!
What’s going on here??
Fuck!