You poor kid. I'm so sorry.
I was so afraid since I jerked off a lot.
I thought since I did that a lot, I must have had HIV AIDS.
So, I stayed away from my siblings. I told my siblings to wash their hands whenever they touched me.
One day, I saw an organization's flyer that gave information and treatment regarding HIV.
I used a phone booth to call them. And I innocently asked them if I had HIV AIDS,
She asked me about my sexual relationship what did I do during sex, if I wear condom or something.
I told her that I never had sex and I only masturbated a lot.
She said that there's no risk of getting HIV by masturbating despite how many you've done it.
I literally felt a huge burden off of my shoulders