When I was younger, I was much smaller than I am now, and really insecure about it,
A big part of that insecurity really started when a friend's brother, two years older but a similar body type to mine, he would show off and pull his out, and at the time it looked unbelievably enormous compared to mine, like an iPad to my iPod Shuffle. So that really stuck with me. And couple times he pulled it out or showed off the imprint of it in khakis, to a couple females, and seeing their reaction was so hot, it gave me kind of a fetish for girls reacting and talking about big cocks.
But, the biggest I saw, that was even bigger than his, which really blew me away. One day in class, this guy (who happened to be African American), called the attention of a couple girls sitting beside him, and I happened to look as well, he had it laid across his thigh, with gray sweatpants pressed down around it to show the exact imprint, and my jaw about hit the floor. Now, it was probably like 8.5 inches or so, but at the time it absolutely dwarfed mine, like a kielbasa compared to a Vienna sausage. I couldn't even press mine against my thigh like that at the time, I could just point it and touch my thigh with the head.
One chick even reached over and gave it a quick squeeze with her first two fingers and thumb, I guess to see if it was real, and another girl jokingly said "Is that a snake around your leg?"
So, those two instances were really the only of my peers whose dicks I had seen, and it really amplified my insecurity and gave me a bit of a complex for a while, like I just thought those were porn dicks, then to see them on two guys I knew, it made me feel like most of the other guys are hung and I was abnormally small
A big part of that insecurity really started when a friend's brother, two years older but a similar body type to mine, he would show off and pull his out, and at the time it looked unbelievably enormous compared to mine, like an iPad to my iPod Shuffle. So that really stuck with me. And couple times he pulled it out or showed off the imprint of it in khakis, to a couple females, and seeing their reaction was so hot, it gave me kind of a fetish for girls reacting and talking about big cocks.
But, the biggest I saw, that was even bigger than his, which really blew me away. One day in class, this guy (who happened to be African American), called the attention of a couple girls sitting beside him, and I happened to look as well, he had it laid across his thigh, with gray sweatpants pressed down around it to show the exact imprint, and my jaw about hit the floor. Now, it was probably like 8.5 inches or so, but at the time it absolutely dwarfed mine, like a kielbasa compared to a Vienna sausage. I couldn't even press mine against my thigh like that at the time, I could just point it and touch my thigh with the head.
One chick even reached over and gave it a quick squeeze with her first two fingers and thumb, I guess to see if it was real, and another girl jokingly said "Is that a snake around your leg?"
So, those two instances were really the only of my peers whose dicks I had seen, and it really amplified my insecurity and gave me a bit of a complex for a while, like I just thought those were porn dicks, then to see them on two guys I knew, it made me feel like most of the other guys are hung and I was abnormally small